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2009-05-13T07:10:00.000-07:00

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2009-05-03T07:05:00.000-07:00

I'm SORRYY!!~

10:05pm

As told by ms big mouth a.k.a NISA

"blog ko buang suda khaalisah"

So I wana giv a big shoutout to my dear readers out there,i'm sincerely sorry for not updating my blog.

Firstly is because my comp has been such an incovenience to me.Sooo many corrupted files and stuff whatsoever..

Secondly I have been relatively busy with school.Seriously..Tutorials and lectures ending at around 5pm then off to work.THEN come back home to finish up my homeworks and revision.I have been too tired to check my comp regularly.

I'm damn worned out I tell you.

School is fun when you have the right people to hangout with.Other than that,pure boredom shackhole.You just go there,listen to your lecturers for 2hours straight,if not 3!& then your done for the day..Check my facebook account for school pics aite?

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Hais, when will we ever get to meet beby.It only costs me like 100bux per month to finally get you.But you have to understand,my parents are quite strict when it comes to this kinda things,HAHAH!!

Pray hard that I get to own this bloody hotstuff soon!Cos i'm in bloody need of it!!

Projects projects and moooreee projects..

Pffts

Lotsa love,

Lisah

2009-04-14T06:40:00.000-07:00

9:40pm
Erase

Okay.
Maybe I sounded a lil bit beggar-ish yesterday.Sorry 'bout that.Should change the title to 'I'm in need of a freaking appreciative attitude' for crying out loud!

Work with deary Sabby today was no comments.I was thankful she was there to entertain me with her random cha-chas to jazz songsXD
Other than that, customers kept coming to station 2 and i'm left with nothing to do at ALL at station 1.Next time I make sure i'm at station 2.'Cos I realised overtime that I work better in busy atmospheres,more mistakes handling only 1 or 2 customers.

Ironic

Spring cleaning again today.BOOORIINGG~

I cant wait to work on thursday night.More customers,nicer ambience,free cake(HOPEFULLY!!),take charge of station 2 since Sabby claimed that Izzati doesn't know how to take orders yet.And talk crap with my colleagues too!=]

2more days and i'm going to school with my soon to be 23mnths beby!~
♥♥
i miss u dearly

you are goin thru' a rough time my dear.
but never worry about affecting what we're having right now.
cos these 2years have been such a ride for me.
it's like we can already predict what will happen
&& what surprises to expect.
i've changed.&& i will be happy with whatever
your decisions are.
Cos there is nothing that can replace your happiness.
Let's hope for more exciting adventures for the
upcoming 2years=)
i
love
you

With lotsa love,
Lisah

2009-04-13T06:17:00.000-07:00

9:22pm
I'm in need of CASH

Right..
Basically I've been working for 3days straight now..MWORNING shift all the way..Actually, to tink of it I've not ever worked in the night before..&& this coming thursday will be my first, straight after poly orientation which honestly i'm starting to NoT look forward to it..

Mainly because I am worst than broke.I don't have money to even survive each day.&& it's not just me.My whole family goes through the same shit..My mom and the chicklings don't bring money to work/school.Neither do I.

School is starting in exactly a week.I haven't buy my stationaries, bag, pencil case, top up my ezlink, MAKE my new ez-link card.These necessaties never end.

Feels damn crappy uh.

Saturday mworning at work.My first time working for real.Starting to take orders, present bills and such.&& I know that I was doing fine at first.Doing buzzing.Stupid flare glass.When suddenly this 3 customers came in.&& I spilled his strawberry passion soda ON him.YES!
Flare glasses are not scientifically stable as its base area is small.Thus, it fell.

I could feel my face flushed on that very moment I saw it tipped.But nevertheless, I'm so convinced that every cloud has a silver lining when my manager came acknowledging me after she received a compliment letter subjected to me.

Till now i'm still contemplating on who that customer is.DEFINITLY NOT THAT GUY WHOM I SPILLED THE SODA ON =_=

Went out with my lovely aiyunisablifah after work.Accompanied cheeky to buy her new bag.Jealous gue=PIt was a fun day,no doubt about that.They are missed oh-so badly.
Sunday && today was a MUCH better day at work.No mistakes.Except that I really need to calm down and be really careful what I press on that POS.

&& I can't wait for my very first outing with my Coffee Club crazy mates!=)

My darling has just started with his attachment today and he is soo fatigued.Working everyday 8:30am till 6pm and I can only meet him on weekends.Saad,but thankfully it's only for 2months.I'll wait for it to end patiently=]

I guess that's all for now.&& yes i'm still waiting for my previous job's pay.
bloody hell

With Lotsa love,

Lisah

2009-04-08T09:08:00.000-07:00

12:09am

=)ZULISALIANI(=

i finally had a proper lovely outing

with my crazy+hyper-active zulalihani!

we met at downtown east bus stop

and AAASSS ALWAAYSSS

the girls arrived first!

which was me,then comes hani,then darling and lastly was mr ali..

we had our lunch at fish&co.

and honestly,the fish was soo memuakkan..

i only loved the fries with tartare sauce..

even the milo had TOO much ice..

Then, we decided to watch Detroit Metal City

at tamp GV..

it was damn hilarious!

u guys shuld go catch it b4 it's too late okaey!

Hani and Ali bought haagen dazs waffle ice cream

after that..

steam GIIILeeerrs!~

☺

and they were like

"hmm,we should go eat at gelare!it's tues!cheaper waffle ice-cream!!"

haha

so we went back to downtown and i had the cookies and cream ice-cream..

but sadly, zul and i had an upset tummy thanx to the

bus driveerr!! who drived like a drunken idiot

so it was kind of a wasted ice-cream

considering it wasn't enjoyable cos of the tummy..

hani&ali had the waffle ice-cream

2nd roundd!!

and ali coincidentally culdn't finish it cos

he was having headache thanks to the same

reason too!

hahahaha

not long after, we went home aarh..

still waiting for seoul garden and twilight

*wink2!!*

cant wait for saturday! going bag shopping for

ayuuu!it's been such a long time ago since i

meet up with that fat cheeks!

♥

if only i've received my pay,then i can enjoy shopping

WITH her..

some of you may hate watching live & loaded

like i do..

but i would appreciate it if you guys watch it

today at 11pm..

just watch once plss??

if you haven't watch the advertisement for this week's

episode, THE GREAT SPY EXPERIMENT is doing a tribute

to my dad's band and they have invited him to perform with

them..

so i'm gona go and support him at the studio today..

i hope you do too(watch it on tv)

=))

thanx

http://livenloaded.mediacorptv.sg/featuredartiste.htm

check it out aites?;)

With lotsa love,

Lisah

2009-04-06T02:56:00.000-07:00

monday;6 april 09

5:58pm

i'm praying hard that food training does not

happen tomorrow cos i already hab plans wit

my dear zulalihani!!

urghh..adee jek taw bende spoil

did pretty muc nth today..

Oren is sick! she has bn sneezing

since 2days ago..

cos her fav slipin spot now is in d toilet!!

orng nk buat kerje pon tk senanghahaha

planning to bring her to the vet..

hope it's nth serious =(

worrieeeeddd

i'm now officially addicted to

james morrison-make it real[blog song]

chris brown-yo (excuse me miss)

GOSSSHH!!

i didn't realise till now how sexy these

two songs areee..

makes me feel in love over & over ageennn

^-^

still waiting for my PAAYY!!

GRRRR!

let's go party gerlss..

skewl is startin really REALLY soon!!!

Lotsa love,

Lisah

2009-04-05T00:22:00.000-07:00

Sunday, 5th April 09
~PICTURE TIME~

Sorry for the late update of pics!!
my comp just won't eat my phone pics
grrrr~

these were the events that happened
during march...

POINT WASTED GIG;

SO AFTER THAT, I WENT TO ESPLANADE MOSAIC!;

29 MAR,NISA PANTAT BDAY!;

22ND MNTHS ANNIVERSARY;

Oukae!!! done!
i gota go get ready for work AGAIN!

Lotsa love,
Lisah

2009-04-01T01:41:00.000-07:00

1st april 09,4:41pm

happy april fool's day people!!
and a happy 17th bday to mr JASON!~
what a coincidence that this person
is suited to have his birthday on april fool's day
=D

last month had been such a headache for me..
i've been overpowered by jealousy
seeing my own friends happy..
i've been wanting to do many
things this month but i'm always unable
to thanks to many reasons..
for one, i'm still waiting for my pay
which doesnt even mount up to $200
and is due for almost 2wks!

i've had plans in my head for a long time
and ppl get to do what's theirs whenever
it pops out!

i've known about confessions of a shopaholic
even b4 the trailer was released and i
badly wanted to watch it wif my gfs..
treat them when i hav the money..
but it was jus too late..
they hab already watched it wif others..

i can't go out to other countries bcos i'm
too young..
which honestly,i hab to agree wif it..
but others just kps tempting me..
i wana haf fun too..
but that's up to them since they have permit..
but i don't..

i wana hangout till late at nyte..
but i can't..
i hab to leave while others still stay around
having fun...

i wana go shopping and buy sumtin that
noone has tot of..
but even b4 i haf the money to go haf it,
it's already becumin a trend..

u get what i'm saying?
okay..i shall stop whinning..

happy belated bday to my dearest NISA..
will bring u out soon for ur bday treat oukaey??
may god bless ya hun

work is fun!
cant wait to work tomorrowXD

mitting my darl 2moro too!
after work that ish^_^
miss yar lotslotsss

Lotsa love,
Lisah

2009-03-18T06:50:00.000-07:00

18mar 2009, 9:50pm
wednesday

happy belated b'day to hakim0~
may u finally open your eyes and realise..
hope you hab a great future ahead..

SOO!
me and deary sabby has a job at
COFFEE CLUB as you read from
her bloggyX))

eeek! i'm sduper excited about it..
yesterday was our orientation at
whitesand's C.C.
it was surprisingly fun!=D

the new part-timers there were
around our age too and the
assistant manager(?i think)
is mr Ishak. (sounds familiar ayu?haha!)
He is a funny person and very easy
to talk to i suppose..

we had self-intros and acting
of a positive manner of a waiter/waitress..
sabby had to do the hosting while
i did the order-taking..
it was really funnyXD

i like our uniforms with the aprons..
so cute seh heheeh
we got to eat muddy mud pie!!!
it's sooo deliciousssssss!~
rich choc&coffee sprinkled with oreo
and based with oreo too..
and we get to choose our own
roster which is an extra plus sign..
5bux an hour with extra 4bux meal
allowance if you werk for 8hrs..

BUTBUTBUT!!
the awful negative about it is
that it is a non-halal restaurant..
it sells pork and wine=X

DAMNN!
what a waste..
haiya..and to think that i hab already
found my permanent job that i'm
going to stick to throughout..
=,=

so i'm planning to stay for just a month
while i find another job that's as flexible
and good pay and friendly atmosphere..
it's gona be tough..
but it's worth it..

when tamp1 has launched,
both of us will be working there
so don't try to disturb us or anything!
XD

And then there was my
22mnths anniversary with
my darling ♥ZUL 2days agoo
X]]]]

we went out to e-hub to watch
PUSH and ate KFC b4 that..
then we actually planned to go
to esplanade to watch Omega and
Mocca cos it is MOSAIC month
and i hab bn soooo looking forward to it

but he was too tired..
aiyaa u should hab told me earlier
catcat.. you know i would understaand..
so aniways we decided to just sit down and
chill..
ouh,b4 that he accompanied me to
buy my stockings and cute notebook
for werk=)

still awaiting for our seoul garden date~
love him to the max♥♥

went to watch phunk mob last sat
and it was damn good!!
they were totally awesome
especially the girl's voice..
it's such a to-die-for!!

i wanna watch them again!!
=DD

hey guyss...any plans you wana
make,must inform me and or sabby
1wk by tuesday b4 the day itself..
okae for e.g:there's a plan for nx thurs,(or any days nx wk)
must inform us yest leeh..
so we can plan our roster for it...
okae??=))

i'll update the pics as soon as i can,promise!

Lotsa love,
Lisah

2009-03-12T03:47:00.000-07:00

12 mar 09
6:48pm

my comp has been crashing non stop!!
and its been driving all of us crazy..

many things have happened since the last
post..

i got the job at suntecy city..
start on 2ndmarch..
but it made me sooo miserable,
i quit on 6th march..

i duno,it just made me lose my appetite
and such..

i guess its just not my kinda place..
now, im lookin for a job that has more
flexible working hours..

celebrated aida's bday=)
it was really fun arrg..
i made up the sherades wic i knoe
was crap!

but obviously they all had fun!
XDD

i didnt see my beby for 2wks plus
cos he was havin his exams..
and finally i got to meet him yest=)
we had alot of fun jush eatin and chilling..
i love him so mucc~

and i owe a thousand apologies to my dear ayu
for not celebrating ur bday..
i was sadly working=,=
and the others wer bz..
but thanx for all ur advise and being a great friend..
we'll go out someday kae?

and a happy belated bday to my deear AIZAH!
i miss u beb..
it's been a really long time since we went out and hav
a good chat..
may god bless ya hun..

and to mr curlyfries..
happy belated bday!
and thanx for being patient wif me
and my hair insultsXD
thanx for bringing me up in the
music industry in a band..
i enjoyed those times=)
may god bless u too aittes??

last fri,went to the job fair at tamp cc..
i dun tink i stand a chance against all those
more experianced ppl..
but no harm trying yea?

last sat,went to OVERTHROWN's new
album release gig..
awesomeness!!
i had to be the 'cashier' for collecting tix&cd money..
it was a fun job!=D

there were a lot of teenage hardcores too
and they were abit 'too' friendly wif me
hahah

hope to go to another gig soon..

last monday,went to collect O level cert wif bebs and gym!
ouh god!! my inner thighs are sooo in pain,i've bn walkin lyk
i've just been f***!
seriouslyyy...
aask zul..0_O
i'm never gona use that equipment agaen!

so coming up...
2moro:goin interview and breakfast wif sabby!
sat:watchin point wasted gig wif bebs and concert at explanade wif sis at nyte
monday:celebrating my 22nd mnths anni wif darling love!=))

hope to get a part time job sooon..
i wana cut my hair!!

With lotsa love,
Lisah

2009-02-28T20:26:00.000-08:00

hey guys...look, i'm sorry for the sudden explosion..
i just didn't know what else to do..
this week was just pure MADness and i don't
even know WHY...

maybe partly is because there's a whole bunch of people
i've been missing..

i miss my aiyunisablifa..
we've been spending almost the past
two years together every single day thanks to school..
but now,everyone's busy with their own lives
we barely meet each other..
we were quite inseperable back then..
and we kinda have the six sense thingy goin
on with each other..
which is why there's nothing that can replace them..

i miss zulisaliani
the past outings have been wrecked after
planning great things thanks to me..
i've been selfish and emotional for no good reasons..
and now,it's already too late..
everyone is busy with work AND school..
i have no more time to replace back all those
outings we have been planning..
give me another chance..

i miss LEGO BLOCKS
some of you could have even forgotten what this is..
noone even spoke the word jammin to me anymoree..
i want to see edwin!

i miss my schoolmates
we may not have been very close..
but there were a number of moments that
i feel the sense of bond betweem us..
and i've had a lot of fun being a part of the team..
another school reunion won't kill anyone..
=]

lastly,i miss my zul~
it has been more than a wk not seeing you
because of ur exams..
and i know i would have disturbed you
if i accompany you study anyway..
and...i dont want you to think i'm a burden..
if you can study with your friends,
then i wana be there for you too...

With Lotsa love,
Lisah

2009-02-27T00:08:00.000-08:00

you're putting me in a contempt position!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i'm trying my best to be happy and understanding and ur not making things any easier for me!!!
i'm tired of being sad you know?!!!
D''X

y??

2009-02-26T07:03:00.000-08:00

I'D BE FINE IF I COMPLIED

morning:

had a dream...

LOADSS of dreamss=_=

early afternoon:

woke up..heh

watched tv,bathed,cooked..

ate lunch ,prayed..

late afternoon:

watched tv,used the comp..

ayu called...

prayed..

night:

ate dinner,watched tv..

prayed,and now,using the comp..

=,=

BOOOORRIINNGG!~

cant wait for tomorrow!

finally my mom got her pay and we're going out!

and dear-love promised me that if I'd be a good girl,

he would take me out to seoul garden!

2 weeks later =(

hais...

STILL! i have to try my best to stay nonchalant!

everytime i tried to be happy,some horrible

obstacle comes smacking on my face!

uhhh...i need a vacation..

perhaps a shopping-spree!

when i have the money-_-

urrhh...

no money=no happiness=no EVERYTHING

money only can solve everything..

i could drive all my miseries away...

gaaahhh i'm losing it!

gf emergency..

i need my bebs..

Lotsa love,

Lisah

2009-02-25T02:28:00.000-08:00

Work;Love;Parents

I'm sorry it has been awhile..

weekends nth much happened..

sat we went to the beach which by we

i mean my family and I..

sun went to have dinner

at elias mall and met dear-love for 5mins

cos he needed to pass me the wire

for my comp cd-rom thingy..

mon had another family dinner

at downtown east where I had my

first try on my dearest fav wakatok mee..

and honestly,i didn't really like it cos

it tastes like bandong mee which is

not my thing ya noe..

but i finished it=)

not that bad..

and had cheese friess which was

AWESOMEE!

hot and cheesyyy

*meltz*

tues went for a job interview

at ang mo kio..

the journey was HORRIBLE!

but i got the job on the spot thankfully..

alhamdulillah..

but i gota pay a securty deposit

for 50bux..

is that stupid or what?

gotta sign the T&C on sat and

will definitly read it properly..

today?nth much..

went to the airport to get 50bux from

my mom..

and ate mac aloonee..

i've nt been seeing dear-love for a few

days noww..

since he is havin his exams soon..

i miss you aloot..

&& this poly enrolment is a pain in

the wallet!

even the stamp for the postage isnt

provided!

haiyaa...im 100% broke!

no.110%!

planned to go have the medical

checkup with sabby next wk..

i hope im healthyyy =S

i miss you gerls!

sometimess..i just dun understand you daddy=(

Lotsa love,

Lisah

2009-02-20T08:10:00.000-08:00

My baby

As i told you before,
had plans with my deary today...
=]

He came over to
my house at 4:30pm..
He was VERY late btw..
tsk tsk..
and the first thing i realised
was his hair..

He looked soooo.....
.......
amazing~
I kept cool ofcourse,
telling him how late he was..
and then commented
bout his hair..
X)))))))

But he said it was half done...
imagine how it will turn out
when it's done completely..
XDDDDDDD
WAIT!
how can you have a half done hair???
O_____0

So while he was fixing my
comp(it has no sound at all),
i did a couple of stuff..
First, i fried some nuggets for lunch..
Then i ate it..with rice and egg...
Next, i got ready..
Bcos we planned to go out after he was done
with the fixing remember?
Then, i got him a glass of cold drink=]

I just watched him do his thing
since i got nth else
i would want to do more than
watching him at the moment..

At 5:30pm he was finally done
and we went off..
Dad gave 10bux to share hahaha!
At first we decided to eat but
when the bus stopped at downtowneast
he was like i'm gona eat a lil
cos i'm nt that hungry and i
was like me neither..

So we just hang out and chilled
near his area..
=]]]]]]]]

At 7:30pm, i remembered that
kfc just launched new milkshakes!
i have been wanting to try it so
we went back to downtown
but sadlyyyy it's not launched yet
there..what a wastee laaarh!

So decided to buy double choc frappe instead
XD
and saw nas,eugenia and raz there..
&& theeen we went homee...

It was soooo lovely!
I couldn't have asked for a better daay!!
thanx bebyy
♥♥♥♥

still no call..
no sign..
left with jus a day..
but i have bad feeling bout it..
haiss..

With lotsa love,
Lisah

2009-02-19T00:20:00.000-08:00

WAITING....

Just resting at home today..

No plans,waiting for tomorrow

to come..

Have plans with my beloved

after his prayers=]

It's been 6days nt meeting

that bugger♥

And he is gona fix

my comp 1st b4 we go

awaaay from this crapshack..

Okae mayb my house is not

crappy..

Just crampy =,=

Actually, I went for

an interview last tuesday mworning..

For a retail assistant job at

this japanese clothing line

shop from tokyo called UNIQLO..

It's opening soon in TAMPINES1

and the job offer is really good

for me..

Many things happened b4,

during and after the interview..

It was held at Wing Tai industrial centre

and I went there on the 2nd

day of the interview sessions

at 11am..

The moment i entered the main room,

a lovely lady approached me

and asked me if I was here for

the UNIQLO interview..

So obviously I said yes with a

polite smile

(sorry i'm being too detailed here..I just like giving small deatils..)

So she told me to take a sit on the

brown/grey couch while she

gets the application form

for me..

She asked if I had a pen and I

didn't..

She practically ask that to

everyone going for the interview..

So as I was filling it up,

this 2 malay girls about my age

came for the same thing too..

So they sat a few inches away from me

and filled up the forms..

When I recheked my form,

i realised that I didn't write

my schools that I went to

from the most recent.

So I was like urrg shit!

what if they think i didn't read properly

which is true!

Maybe i should get a new form

since it was already messy at

the back page(alot of cancelling) i thought..

But i jush drew an arrow that indicates the switching of place..hahaha

After i'm done,I handed the lovely girl

the paper and pen and waited..

While waiting,I read my shopaholic abroad novel..

VERY interesting btwXD

15mins later, I kept it away and the

girl beside me handed me a fruitella..

isn't she just NICE?X))

I tried to be friendly and asked

how old she was and she said turning 17

this year so i said me too..

and then we both kept quiet

zZZz

Okae lets just forward everything...

7 people were brought into

the interview room(not individual)

and they asked us to introduce more

about ourselves..

&& then they wanted us to pick

a colour that expresses us most

and i know what you guys will think

i picked!

REDDD DUHHH XDDD

well,i said "it expresses me

most because it's very bold and stands out..

Which pictures alot about me because i like

to stand out from the crowd and red is also

a very confident colour like me..."

err,my dad kept emphasizing to

boast about myself soo i guess

i did that during the introduction

and colour expression part

which made my cheek all pink!

x___X

ouh god.

Next,we had to have a group

discussion regarding the topic

on which is more important?

the leader,or the team members..

So i was grouped with this two

aunties which were SO adorable!

they made me laugh a lot seeh..

During the presentation,

I made the intro first and

explained that leaders make up 60%

of the company's success while team

members only completes the other

40% of it..

Then the aunties elabourated more

bla3...

So after that,the interviewers(there were 2person)

explained more about the outlet and stuff

annddd shortlisted ones will have to

go for another round of interview

becauussee there were soo many

applicants!!

I'm sooo nervouuss..

It's like I REALLY want this job

SOO badly..

It's a really good opportunity

for me and i've bn praying

so hard that i would get it..

They say that they will call

us by this week and

i'm still waitingg for their call..

pleassee hope for me okayy??

i wuld appreciate your gesture

by doin this...reallyyyy...

well,i guess that's all for today..

take care aittess!~

With lotsa love,

Lisah

2009-02-18T05:42:00.000-08:00

JOHOR BAHRU

Yes, I went to jb today with

my beloved granny to do

some shopping..

So it's been 4 years not

going overseas and I was quite

excited over just the thought

of it =]

So I met her at Marina Crescent

at 10:10am

Suprisingly I actually

remembered XD

So first we went to this

huge market which I've forgotten

what it's called..

Had bee hoon soto for

breakfast and it was SOO fulfilling!

Let me tell ya, the sambal

had some kind of magical powers

or sumtin HAHA!

It was like almost black

in colour and you don't

really taste the spicyness

at first,only the sweetness..

but a few seconds later,the

hotness starts to increase slowly

and it got soo HOT!

i was practically drowned in

the hypnotic waves it

gave me HAHAHA!

Syiok ah!!

My granny was like

okae i wan that giv me two

ouh and that too and this..

I was impreessed!

You go granny!

a pureee shopaholic!XD

Then we went to

Angsanaaa

SO she insisted on me

getting a pair of shoes and

I did=]

It was really chic I have to

say and it costs S$20..

X)))

Then she went to

the supermarket

and bought groceries for my family

and hers' which costs

mwore than 300RM!!

Crazyyy seh that woman..

But she has really good

intentions laarh=]

Went to level one and

she bought 3large pizzas

and 2 regular pizza

at pizzahut!

100RM onlyy!!~

So then she ran out of money,

so eventually we went home at

430pm hahaha!

thanx nyaii..will surely to visit u soon=]

i still feel my chest thickening

every single time i think about it..

even though it has passed me 3 mnths ago..

it may not seem like a big deal...

but..

it's hard to be left out...

especially not with the right people...

and I'M not there...

and you as the closest to me,

still carried on with it...

both of us noe that ur the only one hu can help me....

i really did try to kp being nonchalant and ferget

all this stupid thingss..

but every time i see something that has

something to do with it...

it keeps on rewinding back in my head....

and i know...its gona happen agaeeenn

With lotsa love,

Lisah

2009-02-16T07:36:00.000-08:00

21st mnth anniversary

a date full of memories.
a day which brings u closer to me.
it's a shame we couldn't celebrate it.
a shame we couldn't meet.
but beby,
that won't change a thing.
cos your the only one i need.
the one i love for eternity.
gd luck fer ur exam sweety.

I went for job interviews
with sabby today=]
and she just cant stop wanting
to go SENTOSA XD
and me too!
when la gerrlsss wheeen??
miss ya guys loads!=]

hope to see ya soon honeysss

With lotsa love,
Lisah

2009-02-14T08:46:00.000-08:00

!APPRECIATION DAY/LOVE DAY!
=D

Yes! HAPPY LOVE DAY everybody!=D
No matter what happens, I will always
love all of you..

Even if shit happened,
HEY! shits DO happen..
Sooo let us all express our
appreciation for one another
after all the times we have shared
together through HAPPY LOVE DAY
by saying I LOVE YOU!~
HAHAHAAH

This is sooo mushily crappy=]

Anyway, today I went out with
my love as planned=]
We went to eHUB to play pool
but sadly, all the tables
are taken and there was
even a waiting list too!

Walao, I was about to
showoff my skills after free
trainings with mr TONY!

But it's okaee..
Not all is lost..
We went to McCafe to chill
and had Oreo cheesecake with
a side of large double choc frappe..
Although I hadn't had my breakfast
OR lunch yet =,=

Chat,laughed,crapped,took picss..
YERP!
Then we headed to e-HUB again
to enquire at KODAK EXPRESS
about the price for getting
a passport photo..

The thing is, i'm having
lots of job interviews and
I need those photos to get
my application/resume(s) accepted..

I wish I could post the pic
but my scanner won't work!
You're sure gonna laughXD

So since it costs like 8bux for
8 photos,(who wants so many?)
We went to tampines mall basement 1
and it costs 6 pics for 8 buxx!!=,=

Century sqr?saaameee thhiing..
NO WAIT! 9bux for 6 pics ahh!!
CRAZEEEE

So at last we went back to
TM thanks to zuly who lend
me 4bux for it=]

After that we went to old chungkee..
He had his sardine o' while I had
my fishballs!

So then we waited for ayu&kicap
infront of ALANO and she thought
ALANO was C.O.A.X =,=
Woooww,how similaaarrrrrr XP

Took 29 from tamp bus inter
and went to CHANGI for Yul's
chalet!
Thankfully we alighted at the right bustop!

Met alot of secondary school mates there..
And I suddenly realised how
much I missed school!
The loud laughs we used to
shareeee..
Missed it all so much!~

We talked and karaoke-d
all night long..
Ate beehoon goreng and
macaroni sambal with
ayam=D

It was all in all a lovely day....
seriouslyyy....=]

Hope to meet up again
soon you guyss..
For seoul garden maybee=D

&& sabby is the sweetest
girl i've ever knooowwwn=]

I want picss!!

opens in 16.05.09 ;)

With lotsa love,
Lisah

NO GYM~

2009-02-12T00:15:00.000-08:00

4:58pm

At home for 2 days straight now..
Well,I had to wake up at 7am
this mworning bcos my dad wants
me to get 4 copies of the
TODAY newspaper..

He was published in it
along with his band members
and other bands under plus
MUSIC section=]
It's quite a small pic..
If you don't observe properly
you might not catch him..

I'm so proud of him..
He's goin to perform at explanade
next wednesday in honour
of the DEPECHE MODE band..
He doesn't really like their songs
actually cos its too pop-ish..
But as quoted from what he said
in the newspaper"I like challenges
which is why i take this on to turn it
into our own style."

err,sumtin lyk dat ah XD

Then afterwards i bought breakfast
and sadly my zul couldn't come along
to hav it wif me cos bof of us are
kinda broke right noww=\

My family and I are suddenly havin
a Simpsons marathon since the
day my baby lend me his simpsons
cd fer season 18 & 19 =]

&& i adoooree lisa simpson!
She's so smart,cute,plays the saxophone!
likes jazz and cunning at the same time..
inherited from her dad most probably..
except that homer is not that smart..
Infact he's not at all..
That's why i like him too!
his cute in his own ways and his love
for margerine bouvier a.k.a MARGE
is VERY sincere=D
OUHOUH! and martin too! i'll show u
de pic!=D

yeah i know,i'm just bored right now okae!
&& turns out that the girls didn't go
to gym too cos no1 planned=,=
hopefully the captain's ball match
is still on tomorrow!

OH!&& goodluck to my love
on his ftt test! i nwoe eu cn do it
=]]
He's doing farely well in his studies
still..
He doesn't hav S&W classes animore
cos he has 95% attendance record
and has done well=]
That's my boy ^^

Can't wait to spend time
with him this sat..
I owe him sumting,so I'm
gona repay him back
this sat wif sumtin=]

nwope,not a valentines day
prezzie..
we're nt celebrating..
It's against our belief
=]

With lotsa love,
Lisah

2009-02-11T04:00:00.000-08:00

HANI'S SURPRISE BDAY!~
[its nt really 4am,its 10pm..this blog timing sux]

So as promised, i'm gona update
on my beb's bday which happened
last wednesday:4th feb =]

Met up with zul to get
my darling's present that i hab reserved
fer..
Then,went to a wrapping service
counter which did it fer free!= O

Next,we met Zak at mac
&& went to changi airport
T2 straight on mrt..
At swenson's,waited fer Fly
and he came lyk 15mins later??

Yup!So we planned wif the
waitress which happened to be
Zul's old madrasah classmate
that she'd bring in the firehouse
birthday ice cream when ali bring
hani over..

BUT ali called me lyk half an
hour later askin y we weren't
at earl's??n dey were owedi
given a table!=,=

We panicked..
passed the phone to zul
and dey sed some stuffss..
NN then finally ali brought hani
over..

So we started singing nn
the waitress came over late wif
the ice cream!!=.=
grrrr

yup,she was surprised!=]
thankfully...
and im glad she liked it=D
sorry agaen fer the 'u noe
wat' moment hani..

After that i had to head home
and zul went along wif me
while the rest went to catch inkheart
at tamp mall..

I watched inkheart wif my
fam today and i seriously
find it not boring at all!
It was really original,imaginative,
creative,interesting and is full of depth..
ADVENTUROUS and sooo fiction..
i LOVED IT..

u guys should watch=]

my hp line has been cut off!
i cnt msg or call my booo!-_-
haiyaa...
and his out to his class chalet..
hope his havin fun,takin care of himself..
and not fergetting me..

sorry i cant go to the gym
2moro gerrlss..
parenty reasonnss..
i'll see u bebs on friday fer
captains ball match aittes?=]

With lotsa love,
Lisah

2009-02-11T01:04:00.000-08:00

OUTING WIF MY MANGOS!

I finally did something
to my bloggy after Os!
=D

nice ryyteee?^^

I went to vivo yest wif my darling
MANGO staff just to
hang out..
Saw sabby nn sengie otw
=DD
how coincidentally!

We ate ljs at the sky park,
and took pics!

had a jump shot which faizah
took fer only once!
how awesomely hot is that?!
=D

we gossiped a lot=]
and then we watched the wedding game
which i find REALLY cute nn hilarious!
i duno y dey find it cheeky!
its really a worthy show to watch=]

bot popcorns n drinks at
GIANT
aaaand after the movie,we went hoomeee..

If only more of them could
come along!
It would have been more chaotic!
=]]

I'll update on HANI's bday party

ASAP AITTES?

With lotsa love,
Lisah

2009-02-08T06:59:00.000-08:00

8th FEB 2009
Sunday
11:03pm

SOCCER TOURNAMENT

I told my mom at 12pm today that
i was going out..
so she jus sed mmm..

I went to tamp mall
&& browsed through cotton on body
to see if there's any tops fer kids
of my sis's age(10)

cos the other time i went
there i saw some..
but seems like the oni
ones left were for teenagers..

so i took 2 of xs size and
thankfully,it fits on her!~
and thankfully,i cn fit it too XD

then,as i was on my
way to mit my zuly,
my sis gave me a nerve-wracking
msg..
"you'r so dead."

urrghh!! y must this tings happen to me??
cant i haf a lovely day wif zul
just once??
turns out my dad was mad cos
i told them i was goin
out at the las min =,=

haiyaaa,so now i haf to learn
to nt ask to be home after 10
and not to ask fer their permissions
at the very las minute!

thankfully my dad
wasn't angry when i reach
home cos he
had to go jammin..

my love got 3rd place=]
congratss!~
den we went to haf lunch!
i seriously nd to stop
asking fer cheesefries
since i cant finish it!

den went off to lepak
^~^
n i reached home at 630
since his olready tirredd
n has skewl 2moro..

thanx fer de dayy love=]
♥♥

teehee~

so i found a few old pics
whilst browsing thru my
folders and here is 4
of em..

plannin to go gym wif my
bebs on thursday..
cnt wait fer our captain
ball match!

yeaaahh..i miss skewwl=S

tats ol fer 2day!

wif lotsa love,
lisah♥

2009-02-07T00:33:00.000-08:00

7th FEB 2009

4:39pm

SO BORED!

i've bn goin out for 4 times this wk

(including tomorrow)

&& STILL im boreddd today =,=

no1 has called me about work yet..

so,im broke..basically...

just got my last pay from MANGO..

&& i fought wif the operator..

hey she was down right rude seh!

no manners!operators r supppooseed

to talk nicely okae!sheesh

n it seems dat i'm not gona

haf any date for valentine's day =\

was really devastated at ferst..

REALLY.

but,as long as eu stay being swit

to me till the end,any valentines day

wouldnt matter animore to me..

remember last sat i went to sentosa?

well d next day which was last sunday,

i went out with my family

to go shoppingg!!!

i bought tis 5bux top at flea market

as uuusual!X)

flip flops 7bux,

beaded necklace 5bux n a pair

of red star earrings 1dollar

so total up=S$18!

CHEAP N CHIC!

im sorry agaen hunny..

i miss euu

i promise

we're gona enjoy this yr lyk 2007!

you'll see

wif lotsa love,

lisah

2009-02-02T01:31:00.000-08:00

2nd FEB 2009

5:37pm

SENTOSA TRIP

Last Saturday, we had a ZULISALIANI outing!~

&& our destination was SENTOSA..

Like finally!i've been wanting to go there for ages!!

So I met the dudes at darl's bustop at 12, turns out Hani

was gona be late.. So decided to go S11 to hab our

lunch 1st since all of us were famished..

The 3 masketeers having lunch at S11..

Not long then, HANI came at 2=,=

&& she had her hair curled!Like maggie=D hot sehhh

so without hesitation,we went straight to tamp MRT..

At vivo, darl had to withdraw money 1st..

then we went to giant to but some tidbits..

I've already cooked my famous fried rice!which ali seems

2b in lov wif XD

Reached beach station && found a spot at this cafe which u haf to pay like 30bux to get d long beach chair there..i was lyk WTH?!

but the waiter was nice and he sed its okae,jus buy a 6bux drink(which was friggin small btw =X)

so we ate a lil,den went swimmin,den played cards and den showered and finally went hoomee...

My dad wasnt happy wif me goin sentosa..i dun understand y sehh,he sed its fer cheap woman..like i do sumtin der???

Just to haf fuun,once in a while=,=

so he told me to reach home b4 9pm!!grrrr

coinsidentally,my fam was at changi having dinner

when i reach home..

so i quickly change n met them der..

after buying my take away,we browsed around

the flea market nn i bot a hot T wif sandals

which costs 12bux in total

how awesome is tat?!!

im starting to become a fleamarket addict!

WELL,i had fun last saturday..

Thanx fer d outing u guys,will LOVEEE

to see ya sooon!

more photos at www.fatzul.multiply.com

2009-01-29T18:01:00.000-08:00

GOOOD mworning!

no,GREAT MWORNING=D

30 jan 2009

10:01 am

My lovely sleep was

suddenly disturbed by

a phonecall from

NISA=)

And our convo went

like this...

N:"Hello?"

L:"hello.."

N"ey what course did u get?"

L:"oh i havent check,wait ah i go check"

So i went to the main menu screen and checked

my inbox, and straight away put my phone to my ear..

L:"OMG I GOT LAW AND MANAGEMENT AT TP!!"

N:"i got mechatronics,sab is in syafiq's course,aida in nyp,ayu got nie and nyp and iffah got aerospace"

L:"OMG im sooo happy laa!!all of us get the course we wanted!"

N"yaaa!sadly some others tercampak and some werent succesfull"

L:"omg,kesianyer..aiyaaa,should ask them go appeal"

N:"yaaa,kaelaa i wana go rest back"

L:"yea me too,buhbye"

N:"niting jus call me,buhbyee"

TOOOOOT!

YUP!

so there you have it,

my darlings all get to the course they

wanted and thankfully everyone

has partners to the same school..

Like for example,

ayu and aida are in nyp,

me and sabby in tp business school,

nisa and iffah in tp engineering school=)

I'm so happy for all of us!

We're planning to go out celebrtaing one

day!

Hope it happens soon,

cos i miss ol of us alot=(

AND i can't sleep back

hilmi is forcing me to teman

him go appeal-,-

Since i have nth to do

might as well go..

kaela,GD LUCK TO

EVERYONE AND ALL THE BEST!=D

2009-01-28T00:02:00.000-08:00

2009-01-24T06:10:00.000-08:00

24 jan 09

10:12pm

!NEW JOB HUNT!

suddenly have this urge

to look for a permanent

part time job since

im confirmed going to

a poly..

which is not a bad thing!

i'm now able to go to school

AND earn my own cash

SWEET

so called ayu sabby & aida

but sadly aidah already had plans..

so went searching with ayu

and sabby only=)

first we toured around tm,

mostly wanted full time

or 18 & above..

but charles & keith just

gave me their business

card to call the hq itself..

the operating machine was

SO annoying me out..

called them for 4 times

to really hear what it

was mumbling..

so finally we had an interview

at tan sieng street?

sumtin lyk dat..

well ayu didnt wan a job

at first cos she was blabbering

about having to enjoy now

b4 skewl starts nn we won't

be havin enough time for ourselves..

but then sabby persuaded her to

join and i started doing the

same to her..

so finally she was like

"errr...."

which is a YES! to us

the place was friggin kewlshit!

so high standard yet

noone was there..

it was damn empty ah..

except fer the 4th floor

where the interview is held..

filled up some forms

(which btw is my hobby nowXDweird rytee??)

OH shoot!

i ferget to tell u guys that

me n sabby signed up

for coffee bean at CS tooXD

the person who interview

all three of us at

the same time was really

nice nn kewl..

we had a few laughs

during that interview..

I SO HOPE ANY ONE

OF THEM WILLCALL

US BACK ASAP!

IN NEED OF MONEY PRONTO!

then we had our lunch

at banquet at bugis

junction..

was really pissed when i

found out that there were

only 2 halal stalls there out

of a gazillion! stalls!

wtf arr,its banquet..

every stall is supossed to

be halal!

end up buying one mee siam

at BANQUET!

nn i'm on boycott btw..

not buying any products

produced frm jew companies..

due to the gaza war between

israel and palestines..

nt eating macdonalds,kfc,

starbucks wadever shit

to at least decrease it a lil..

if you people wana save

poor innocent muslims

there,you'd join me

and be on boycott too..

so here are the pics from yest

eh not happy tok to my face okae?

u dun judge or comment bout a person

jus by listenin to a one sided story...

u haven even hear our part or even

noe us and u wana tok crap..

n if shes a gd fren,y is she tokin

bout our negativity to you?

dun haf the guts to tell us straight to

the face?

think again IMMATURES

"sokong luu"my ASS!

btw,i miss the old times..

&& i miss eu beby~

2009-01-21T07:58:00.000-08:00

21 Jan 09

11:59pm

I apologise again for

the sudden pause of

blogging..

Just paid the bill for

the internet connection

to be connected again

a few days ago..

when the comp suddenly

shut off by itself..

what luck -,-

thankfully my one & only

is the pro when it comes to

computersX)

so he came over to fix it for

me..

thanks again darl=)

wheeerreee did i stop..

ahh yess 8 of jan..

O level results.

really dissappointed with myself..

yup, as expected a few days b4

the release of it, i knew it wasn't

meant to be..

wuldn't want to elabourate moreee..

i should be happy enough

that i'm eligible fer all courses in

poly=)

&& pls pray that i get to

temasek poly

law and management course

kinda excited fer it suddenlyXD

seems like a cool course..

last week me,sabby,aida&&ayu

went course hunting..

took LOADS of pics...

played games theree...

wats irritatin bout it was that i had cough

the whole week till TODAY..

i can't talk,shout or laugh muc -,-''

jam&hop sucked btw..

hate the place and the crowd..

stupid go n keep pushin fer WHAT?!

jus kp on dancing laa..

That nyte jus ruined it..

had class bbq las sunday..

err,was boring uh..

but get to talk to iffah fer awhile..

i miss that girl a lot..

hope to hang out with her soon..

congrats to her nn sun min

fer getting their dream results=D

all the best in the future aiite guys?

so yest went swimming with

my darlinggSSS!~ =D

i'm still waitin fer outing

to sentosa again..

well, we took 109 frm my place

nn we got lost..

my fault der,but i SWEAR

the directory shows a total

diff ting seh..

stupid diretory..

when im a lawyer im gona sue themXD

Finally after walkin under the sun,

we got there!

the place was freakin kewl uh..

80cents fer alot of facilites to use..

nn slides too!

nn jacuzzi!

just after 1hr+ my tan

had an obvious DIFFERENCE.

was kinda scary at ferst..

but now seems to be blending

well.. lol

then had dinner at banquet compass point.

the chicken chop wasn't nyce..

but i still ate it to ALMOST

perfectly an empty plate..

the chicken spoils my moodXD

and TODAYYY!!

i went out with my beby

to celebrate our belated

20MNTHS ANNIVERSAY<33

had some misunderstandin at

ferst cos he had to go

home a lil early..

but suprisingly he was extra

patient nn calm..

so i skipped the thought and

we were as usual after that..

he cant smile cos he had ulcer.

look at that gayish smile XDD

ferst we went to the cathay to

watch BOLT!

It was really cuteee!!!!

especially the fat cat!XD

too bad i didnt catch

the middle part cos

!@#$%^&&*())_

heh;)

its a 3D show btw.

n the glasses were kinda smudgy..

but it was kewl still..

enjoyed it muchMUCH=)

then we headed to ljs

to hab our lunch!

theeen went to plaza sing

cos he needed to use the toilet-,-

next,went to istana park

just sat down nn tok crap

to each otherXD

ish tat HOT OR SEXY??BOTTTHHH!!XD

it was definitly fun!

as it got dark,we went back to

plaza sing to walk around

and disturb mr ali at werk!

&& HE WANTS ME TO BUY

THIS $10,000 MASTER REPLICA

CRAZEEEEEEE

yada3

went hooomeeee...

sorry fer takin up much of ur tym

thanx fer the day..

hope to see u soon beby..

LOVE YOUU~

MWUAXS

DATS all fer the wk readers!

pics at my bebs' bloggy aite?

stay tunee!

!TAR

2009-01-08T06:17:00.000-08:00

8 jan 2009 10:37pm

okay so i kept to my promise,
&& here i am updatin my blog..
wo0hoo like finally!

let's start off with im
recovering to my weird flu
for the past 6 days..
first i had running nose,natural for flu symptoms..
then i had fever n weak muscles..
the nx day i felt like vomiting(that's the weird part)
nn my whole inner intestines were achin
that morning i woke up for my last
day of werk(weirdeeerrr)
i was already in my uniform
&& ready to put on powder
when i had 2nd thoughts bout
goin to werk..

so since everytime i stand up
i felt like vomiting,
i skipped werk..
yeaah i quit werk on monday..
i just cant stand aLOT OF THINGS.
1)CUSTOMERS-,-
2)underpaid
3)tired
4)lack of time

i dun mind being tired if i earn 800+
per mnth but 700+
after doing 9 overtime a mnth
nn full time the whole mnth?!
nowaay
nn im havin no time at ol
for my family frens n darling..

dats nt how i wana enjoy after my Os..
so yup i quit,
had a lil fight with my manager though
cos they nd me..
ugh y cant dey just raise my pay?-,-

so recently i dyed my hair red

not that happy cos cant really see..
hoping to dye agaen when i haf the kachinG!$!$!

went to ayu's house agaen(it's lyk our own salon cum beauty parlour)
saw a cat otw home..so cute!

reeeeeddddddddddd

a few days b4 that,i went to changi to
have dinner with my family=)
the mee soto there was the BOMB!
so there was this flea market along the pavement
and the prices were oh-so-slammin!
i bought a white watch which looked
spunky on me cosh its big=D

&& a new swimming costume cos
i can't fit my previous one animoree

hahaa,can't wait to go to the beach with the
MAMMA MIA!
bought a top at cotton on since there was an
offer 2 for 20bux..
i bought red(lyk DUH)&& my sis bought grey..

been miting up with my bebyX)
yupyup,we're getting crazier each day!!

&& my love fer eu is gettin crazier too^_^

&& then it was 31st dec 2008!!

the last day of 2008!
i finally geto to go to countdown at d' marquee
nn u dunoe how excited i was!!

i bought my whole ensemble at MANGOXD

promote laarrr

der's my dear ayu

dear sabby n dear sheila
waitin fer dat stupid event in there to

change channel fuck!^_^

yeaaah..

im missin other 3 dearies=(

the guys were there too=)

lets see:

an screamo,yul,kamran,bobby,lutfi,barak,curlyfries,bryan,

and others but i ferget hu..

gosh im sooo sorry!

errr,suddenly tis crazy stranger came to me

the atmosphere was MADNESS after the counting down..

we dance lyk der was no 2moro!

nn let me tell ya,my darling nn me didnt gave

any chance to the others..

we rock the entire d'marquee ouhkae!!

he was sizzlin hot laaaXD

okok stop elabourating lisah..
went shopping agaen wif fam de next day since

my mom just got her pay WO00!

she nn i bought this cute bag near bugis there

but i ferget to take a pic of mine-,-
will post it when i have the pic yeah?

this r my dear colleagues!

GOSH! u duno howmuc they cared fer mee..
im gona miss them soooo much!

will visit u guys often kaesss??
1 of them is above 30,can guess hu?XD
believe it or nt

me nn darling celebrated our 19 mnths

anniversary last mnth..

eventhough all we did was to walk around,

it was werth my eveyr second=)

<33>

my new top

went b&j FEST with my darlin kak SIS!

i miss her soo mucc!

on my way there wif sis

nn i curled my hair fyi if any1 still havent noticed itXD

2mnths ago actually

at werk,wif my walky talky heh

my new yr resolution?

1)gain more weight larr!!

2)be more neat && tidy at home

3)get top in class

4)no curfewX___x

5)spend more time with my dear

6)no arguements

7)spend more time with bebs

8)expand my windpipe

9)singapore idol?=X

10)start tuitionin fer extra money

err...i tink thats about it..

if theres more i'll sure 2 write in sumday..

well i gtg,wana watch christina aguilera performin

on channel 5!!!

ILOVE YOUUU

zul~ hee

!tar

2009-01-07T22:29:00.000-08:00

8 jan 2009 3:02pm

hey people!
i've finally quit werk nn i'm available
for any outings till de clock strikes 11pm
XD

so der's like aLOOOT
of things dat happened this past
1 mnth..
N uhh,im kinda lazy to post it ol..
god!im feeling so letargic 2day..

maybe tonight i'll update,
or at 6pm?
-,-
takecare guys,
HAPPY 2009!!~

!tar`

2008-12-02T07:30:00.000-08:00

11:31 pm 2/12/08

it's already december and pretty soon im gona get my results..
u duno how nerve wrecking
it is to even think about it..
terserempak wif hani today,
she looked oh-so-gerly!
miss havin gerl tym wif her=S
miss sheeka also,
get well soon wif ur back yeah?

bought my werk pants today
FINALLY!
was so frustrated wif my sis's black jeans
i've bn wearing..
actually jacq lend me the money..
she wants me to pay back wen i gt my pay which
is next tues..
im havin sooo many OTs nx two wks
&& OT on hari raya haji!

i met my darling today
jus fer awhile..
he's so stressed up..
still missin eu eventho we just met
hours ago..
cos we didnt spend real quality tym
2gede..
ol i did was to look at him studyin=\

cnt wait fer the movie marathon bebs!

!TAR

2008-11-27T05:19:00.000-08:00

9:19pm 27/11/08

i put on a new outfit just for 2day..
just fer u..
i saved my energy
i saved my laughter and smile
i saved my only off day in a wk
just fer u..
to see u smile
nn to be happy like we used to be..
what i got frm u was a frown..
no smiles on ur face
no compliments on my new outfit..
when everyone is staring and grinning at me
and all i see frm u is a straight black face
a frown..
when i culd be spending my tym
wif somebody else
i wanted to be with you..
i thought u'd be happy
i thought u'd be excited
to see me
finally...
i didnt get any acknowledgement
nor appreciation..
i didnt feel
like how i felt
on 16 may 2007..
we've gone through so muc
and this is what our relationship turned out.
i appreciated every small thing eu did fer me..
even a can of milo..
but a can of milo frm me to u
wuldnt change that frown of urs..
its harder fer me to make u smile..
y aren't eu treasuring
every single seconds we haf 2gede?
and make the fullest out of it?
no..
im tired too..
that's no excuse..
everyone knows..
how excited i get
when i get to see u..
but u dun..
y won't u hold my hand,
hug me,
kiss me,
y aren't eu eager
to see me..?
y dun't u get excited
like eu used to be..?
y am i the only one
hus feeling this way?
y dun eu want me...
like how u used to want mee?
X'(
i can't take this feeling
of lonelyness anymore..
there's just the title
'in a relationship'
but do u still feel that way...?
in ur heart?
X''(((

2008-11-26T08:19:00.000-08:00

12:20 am 27/11/08

i'm so sorry..
how could i fergett D'X
i've olwes loved eu..

happy berfday

2008-11-24T07:57:00.000-08:00

AFTERNOON SHIFT

12:05AM 25/11/08

Well, after prom the next day

which was sat i had

a day off frm werk..

So i rest at home the wholeee day..

The day after that which was

sunday,was my 1st afternoon shift at werk.

Honestly, it was lyk HELL.

I met another supervisor which is under

MY shift && she tested me on my knowledge

of sales and she made me felt so stupid!

I mean, i seriously cannot be pressurised.

I would make mistakes when pressurised

REALLY!

&& sumore she had this arrogant face

which mae me more nervous everytime

she told me to check some stocks

for her..

I really dreaded that Sunday uh..

ouh!and i saw atika n her mom=)

But yesterday,it was a total opposite!

I came in work nn tried to

be optimistic and confident about work uh..

And she didn't test me anymore which

actually brings out the better in me

cos i wasn't stressed on ar things like that.

Then we had this 'fashion show' where

our workers had to try on clothes

which suits them to their body shape.

eg. V-neck tops to make short necks look

longX) something2 lyk dat larrh

&& i had to model too!weee~

first look was casual,

2nd was going to a party

So then as it was about closing time,

ALI && HIS SISTER CAME!=D

it really destroyed my boredomness

at that moment arrg..

So the sister tried on some stuffs

and ali nn i had a lil chat..

Miss going out with them a lot ah..

Hope to get to hang out soon=)

really tired ryte nowwww...

&& i miss my bebyy aLOOTTT!

get well soon ouhkaeee

FADLI! reaaaallyy soryyy i dun haf pics wif uu seeh,

i wanted to take wif u tat tym but i kp forgetting seeeeh!!

nn my memory card went full!

ARRGGHHH!!!SORIEEEE!!!

2008-11-21T19:28:00.000-08:00

PROM NIGHT BEBY!
12PM 22/11/08

I'm just updating for prom night yesterday
&& it was SUPER AWESOMEE!!!!

First it was make up time at ayu nn kak sedare aida's
place...

ayu nn mom

sabby curling hair

aida wif blusheer

sabby wif blushherr

before.. after...

this was my actual hair...kewl ryte?XD

but den i decided to lower it down a lil..

so i'm finally done after 4 hours of make up n hairstyling

so we took taxi der... zzzz

&& here we are outsie de SIA sports club

in the toilet

full length lisah

here we are in the 'ballroom'

me nn my partneerr=)

the guys had to drink all the milk in

the bottle..

and patel won ahah!

cute beverage ryteee??

it was seriouslyyyy delicious!

eligible prom queens

most were sabotage!wth seh

prom queen n king

the lovely foreignerss=D

emyliaaa=))

nisaaa

THE AFTER PARTAEE!!

us nn sec 5 dudes

us nn classmate dudes

bebs

AIYUNISABLIFA!!<33

faiz nn his poseXD me n aan screamoo

lutfiiii fariisss

kamraaan faiizz

i dunwo y burhan's pic sudenli soo biiggggXD

aidilll partner ageeeen

hafiirrr=D MR OOWWW

my 'brotherr' haneefff

fiqaaaahh yuull=)

i really had a blast!

thanx fer makin it a hell of a nyte u guys!

love u all!!

TAR!~

2008-11-20T06:39:00.000-08:00

LEG EMERGENCY

10:48PM 20 NOV

Having soooo many aches on

my legs and feet right now.

Half way workin,

sprained my middle toe.

And i can't even move it.

So painful=(

Was talking to my customer

when it happened.

So i answered her and quickly

went inside the storeroom

to massage my toe.

Jacq was reli nice

and caring to help me find

some ointment but there

were non.

Some customers were

really rude..

Talk to me like i'm so

stupid.

but expected frm singaporean

customers..

That's just the working life

now..

I guess third day is muc better

than ferst and 2nd..

no embarrassing moments..pheew!

no kanchiong and gabra2..

I was fast,smooth,just like

a seniorXD heh..

jk oni larr..

i was alright i guess,

quick nn efficient.^^v

I wana post up some pics

but the wiring so stupid

lar canwot transfer phone pics

to the comp.

So i guess i'll just promote some

clothes if u guys r interested

in any merchandise frm MANGO

prom!!so excitedXD

!~TAR

2008-11-19T04:50:00.000-08:00

2nd Day @ work

9:48pm 19nov

i woke up at 7:45am today

when it was supposed to
be at 8:15 cos i slept
late last night.
&& the reason being
is cos i started sneezin
non stop!
and what's werst,
there were no tissues around
UGH!

I had to get up & go to the
kitchen to blow my nose..

Tossed and turned
frm 11-1am last night,
My body clock is already
fixed to 1am bedtime.

So i took 81 to tamp int
and bought hashbrown otw
to tamp mall just to
'alas perot'

went straight to my locker
and placed all my black shirts
and cardigans i had.

Got out and saw nazeer
there.
So sat with him in the
staff room and found out
that we had to punch in
our pin first.

So went to the isetan outlet,
did dat && went straight to our
respective departments.
Yaya[my nice senior staff=)] told
me to clean the store first.
Cos dats what they do everyday.

Had a meeting outside
then continued my spring cleaning.

Today there were
so many things i learned n did.
1)haf to clean the department
for early shift
2)no customer,u haf to find sumtin
to do. eg,fold clothes(even if its all folded oredi-,-)
3)32 is an XXS remember dat!
4)19 in computer is an S.or isit XS?X_X shit
5)u have to climb up the shelf ursef
even in heels
6)it seems lyk a lot to do but if ur a senior
u jus stand one side n slack
7)arrange hanged/folded clothes
frm smallest to biggest
8)reservations frm other MANGO outlets
(yeay i can use the fone!XD)
9)use comfortable shoes!

NUMBER 5:So this pregnant lady
called me and asked me for a size 6
for this high heels which is 37.
But there was only 38-40.
So i checked the comp to see if 37 is still
in stock.there were 2!
so i then went to the store room to find
it.&& to my horror all the shoes
were at the TOOOP of the shelves.
which mind you are two times
my height.

As u can see.....

yes that stick man is me
and thats exactly how my
face expression was.

It's not as easy as u ppl or
I honestly thought it was.
but u just haf to be fast pace
for singaporean customers.
We get impatient easily yes?

&& guess what?
there were no size 37
SHIT!

yup,i will now treat
my storeroom as my own playground.
filled with MANGO clothes..
what could be better than every gerl's dream?
XD

OUH! i had lunch with
zul todayX))
teeheee~
maisara and rusydi tagged along=)
sorry bout the lipstick zulXP

feel lyk my legs and feet
are gona break anytym soon..
2more days to prom!
i duno y but i see prom as purple in colour x_X
yeay!

!TAR~

2008-11-18T05:41:00.000-08:00

MANGO ISETAN TAMPINES

18/11/08 9:44pm

Yup! I finally got a temporary job and it's at Isetan..

what are the chances that I got an interview for it?

I mean I left my name and number on

the day i finished my O level papers..

Which was if i'm not wrong on nov the 4th.

So then i got called up last wed to come

for interview the next day.

&& Sat i got a call to inform me

that i got the job=D

So i went to work at 9:50 on the

dot to day

&& it seems that i was

the last to arrivex_X

&& what are the odds

that emylia was there too!?=D

We had to fill up some forms,

the supervisor explained to

us some stuffss..

&& an hour later we

were given an envelope with

our appointment letters &&

guess what mine wrote?!

UHUH! I GOT MANGO!~

what ARE THE ODDS??XDD

i was like already

screaming in my heart.

but i was disappointed

to know that MANGO

staffs do not have any

uniform..

oh man! i want a uniform..

so our dress code was

full black && i have

to use my home clothes..

damn laa

&& i got my isetan badge

hais...im not surprised anymore.

people tend to spell my name wrongly

even if i wrote it CLEARLY in

my application form -,-

GAH!

there was another temp sales

assistant working with MANGO too.

But she's in the late shift &&

i'm in early shift..

They have to seperate us

duno for what reasons la..

this is the locker room=)

nn my pin number adds up to 16 HAHA!

what are the odds?agaen..

work was really

tiring consider u haf to

stand for a whole of

5 hrs straight.

but i'm quite excited with itXD

i duno,i just like to attend to customer.

OHYAR!nn i made the whole

hangers on the top shelf drop and almost

hit a customer!

GOOSH!i felt lyk hitting the

hangers on my head la..

On the ferst day!

how EMBARRASSINX_X

i learned a lot of things there..

&& i guess it's kinda

funXD

get to see nice clothes everyday

&& i had to learn by hard

converting number

sizes to letters.

38 means its a MEDIUM

which is for waist size 27-28

i remembered! yeay!

well,honestly, I was actually imaginin

how i would react if zul were to

enter and see me..

&& suddenly he appeared0_o

i was in utter shock

&& my heart pounded

lyk hell ah..

&& i dun noe yX)

teehehe

a few hours later,

ayu appeared wif weenXD

farnie laar..

she was lyk screamin to me otf

"MANGO?? serious kepeerr??omg!!"

haha..love tat grandma lar

ouhkaee..haf to slip soon,morning shift larrX)

TAR!~

ParTae after Os!~

2008-11-17T07:47:00.000-08:00

FIRSTLY

an outing with all my bebs to east coast park!

finally!
it's been lyk MNTHS since

we went out 2gede..

miss my darlings a LOT

so THEN

it was my granny's & uncle's BDAY!

i love herr sooo much..

thanx for giving me ur support

and renting me ur room FOC

for a mnth! for my Os preperation!

mwuaah!

-as u can see

i'm a family person:)

so after comb. science MCQ

which was our last paper for Os

we couldn't stop ourselves buutt...

to dye our hairs straight away!
how naughty are WE!

well,i was covered in aluminium foils around my hair cos
mine wer just highlights:D
BARAK BARAK=D

well,mine didn't turn out as blonde
as sabby's..
but i'm still highlighting red after prom!
=D

so went out to teman sabby
extend her hair at citymall
and went around looking fer our prom dress
&& it costs sooooo $#%&

so then after dat i had to goo..
so the both of them went to far east plaze
to search sumoreee
and i heard dat Ayu got her prom dress
alreadyX) can't wait for friday

so last FRIDAY
we meaning(hani ali zul n mua)FINALLY
had our outing sinc elike EVER!
and we went out roller-blading at
pasiris park=)
it was fun considering looking at
hani && zul tripping over every minuteXD

then afterwards,
we went to macafe to chill..
i had a mc chicken ala carte
with double choc frappe!
hani had fries wif mc chicken wif mcwings
which she gave me one=DD thankeww!
and ali had a double choc frappe only..
but eugenia was REALLY nice
for de extra frappeXD
I LOVE UUU=DD

later then,we went outside of bk
and played card game..

it was REALLYYY fun=)

Lastly but certainly not the least!
it was my 1 and a half years with
my deary zulX))))))

he was soo nice & sweet to
accompany me to get my prom dress
eventhough he was really tired yest=)
so we went to somewer in bugis
(can' t tell u where i bought itX))
and circled around every corner
there where..
ofcourse i was having my cramps
and zul was really tired
so we had a lil moody face on..
&& i've learned my lesson
never to bring ur bf out shopping wif u..
so true!
i had soo many choices & de only thing he
said was"nice=)"
X)

one example..
there wer mooree but i 4got to take pics of it..
&& finally! i've bought one!
won;t post it here..
just be patient till friday yeah darlings?X)

still lervin my bf mworee each day=)
hope we could enjoy ourselves during
UR hols euu♥

&& i'm starting werk at isetan today!=D

TARS!

IT IS OVEEERRRR!!~

2008-11-04T06:31:00.000-08:00

uhh..well,i promise myself that i wuld jump nn shout after our last major paper which was social studies yesterday..
but,i jus suddenly dont haf de mood to..

mani unecessarey tings apen during my 0 level which i felt that was really unfair for me..
you shuld've given me support all the way instead of making me cry every night...
even if it was my fault,i had been there fer u fer UR Os..i shul've gotten my payback...
but u were lucky im strong enough 2 be able 2 sit fer my major exam de next morning...

hais..

sooooooooooooooooooooooooREWINDDDD!

rayeee!

uhh,i noe tis is abit too late,but hey!end of O won't be
complete without going through the memory lane yeah?=)

my mommy♥ ♥
me nn siss ♥
haniiii!~
X) hee
uhh..yeaaah,im de tallest x_X
jln raye wif my skewlmatessss<3>

cute rigghtt???tngk laa sape photographer nyyyeerXP
next!:GET READY FOR Os!

yup,in jus a blink of an eye it's here..
the major exam that my parents have been payin

too bad,our batch don't act like it...
we are soooo lazyy okae seriousli ah...
smart but lazy...yupyup!
went out studyin wif ayu nn sabby
nn we got free sushi frm this swit nyonya=D

THEN!:RUSYDI BDAY!~

the rest was study study studdyyyy!
so proud of my familyyy!
my artpiece half done

my study bed...seriousli
♥♥
cant wait fer 2morooo!!!
bye lev!

LET's break-fasst!~

2008-09-22T07:38:00.001-07:00

herlooooo blog-hoppersss!
yest was seriousli a great short break

fer mie from skewl..

break-fast at simpang bedok tang tey

house wif my skewlmates!=D

neber had an outing wif dear skewlmates..

sadly nawt all culd make it=\

ladies
guyss

smileey
stupid

smileyy
stupidXD
but on the contrary,i still had a loooooveelay time with them=D
so ferst met up wif ayu,sab,aida,hafir,burbur && barak!

sorie i was late ah..but there was an advantage to it

cos we were supeer earlyy fer the booking..=DD

after bookin a place at tang tey house,all of us jus

loitered around..

face mcm nk kene tampaah
smileeee

which was walkin at the pavement,stop at the
bustop to take some pics,then u-turn backXD
so we jus decided to sit down at the diner
and chat which was what we are really good atXP

not long after,yul,an e3,an e5,jamal,faiz cameeee..
den faris e3 came along too...

apee jek aidaXD
nice tteeeth barak!

an and his nasi ayam(un-roasted)

d gang
jamaal hapi gileerr dpt mango dier

mi nn my ice milo finali!

well,one thing i learned after break-fasting there,
is HORRIBLE SERVICE!

i think we were lyk among the ferst to order..

nn i got my ice milo 1hourr after orderingg!

jamal nn mie were d victimss aaah..
but his was a sader story,cos after waitin
fer an hour,dey came wif a tiny glass
of his mango juice..ish3
and fer a gerl hus fasting,i haf d right to

b grumpyyyyy!

whatever yeah?

after that,yul nn faris nn an e3 went fer trawiih...

good guys yeah??=D

&& aida had to goo or else her dad will go bersurk!
nn de rest went to changi beaach...

it was sooo diff fwm d last tym i went der wif zull..

walkways were made and lovely lampposts were

installed too...its really romanticc larrr=))

d guys went crazy trying to put up

a campfiree...after several tries,
it werked! and we all danced around

d fire!! hahaha!i really enjoyed crapping

with them larr..

hope we haf another outing sooon=))
gona miss u guys after 0s really=(

hahha!

d dancing part

well,soon after i went hooomeee...

yupyuppp...

dats my sundaaayyy!~

i miss zul alot lar sehh=\

TAR ppl!

i miss u nisa and iffah

LET's break-fasst!~

2008-09-22T07:38:00.000-07:00

16.09.08

2008-09-16T03:51:00.000-07:00

its the 16th of september 2008
which marks the day of mie nn zul's 16th month anni
=))

it has been a pretty rough mnth really
considering that i'm having my prelims
he is having his end of year exams
&& its the fasting mnth which means
we can't meet often to console each other
when needed
{tak manisla bulan puase jumpe2X)}

so there were times where misunderstanding
occured here and there,
&& i guess we pressurised the other party
too much on doing so well that
you know,we actually forgot to
realise to stay happy that we're together
with each other..

hey soo sorry this post is a lil too mushyy aittes^-^

okok soo i just can't wait for puase to be over
&& i can celebrate hair raya puase with him
&& my peers..
finally a day off with my loved oness..

prelims paper have been returned!
here are my resultsss:~
eng c5
malay b3
maths a1
comb sci b4
comb hum c6
poa c5
art c6

jyeaah i nwoe fer prelims those marks are lykk
HORRIGIBLE!
but i rather not tire myself nn gib my best shot
fer this...
after a year werking hard nn not get what i want,
i realise that what ms chua say is right ahh..
its not....bla3,but its how u end it..
so jyeah hahaha...
there u have it..

&& i'm really sad..some1 will know y uh,

i miss uu~ZN

happie 18th bday catCAT!X)

2008-09-10T23:59:00.000-07:00

it's Zul's bday today!!~ =D

i was like rushing home from

school today && SWEATING

straight away had my shower

&& got ready..

then cleaned my dad's guitar since it has

been on display for like years!

so then off! i went to meet zul..

coincidentally terserempak with ali && hani

in the bus which was a gd ting!

they helped brought the cake and guitar

into the restaurant first..

so i went to meet zul at downtown east..

went to play pool first at e-hub nn

i seriously need more practice!

then ali and hani camee and we continued playing..

around 7 we went to meet the rest at sakura entranceX))

the food there is s0oo wow!i mean,i only had
2servings and already damn full!!
too bad its freakin exX$ ahh..

then the waiter came with his cake nn played

a happy bday songXD

haha,it was kinda farnie

attract attention ah

after that went to pasir ris beach

&& played the guitar for him...

i think i cocked up quite badly uh

cos fer 1 thing the guitar is broken

secondly i was friggin nervous...heh

so after that i had to goo

aiyaaaaaa!

but i had fun yest night..

eventhough i know its gona affect my

poa 2moroXD

my every second!

more pics!

da mls nk upload la

HAPIE BERFDAY DARLIN!~

save room for my love

2008-09-03T01:19:00.000-07:00

jyeaah well i thas been awhile since i've update my posts here

when these past few days MANY events had happened..

to start off with,i've been studyin at macafe

since last week..

&& i've been "terserempak-ing" with many schoolmates

like nisa for one and nano with her gang and many more..

i've also been going for teacher's day rehearsal

last few weeks && me and yul just cant seem

to perform well on stage=S

i guess on the actual day it was an

0K performance for me..

not a standing ovation one definitly=\

but i enjoyed havin butterflies in my tummy

throughout the whole 2 performancesXD

so the previous saturday my family and i

had home-made steamboat for

breakfast and lunchX))

then went to OG to get our raya shoes...

there was one that i fell in love with..

it's s0o cinderella-ishXD

but mom insisted on checking out

other shops..

&& i regretted not buying it in the first place..

but hey,we're still going to buy it

this friday...soo no biggy=)

FASTING MNTH!

i soo have no mood to study in the afternoon..

no energy at all..

whole afternoon wasted on watching tv..

pfftsss,but i have to say

that today was really a day spent well!

i woke up early nn tried to study

with no siblings around..

&& it worked!

only that my focus-span is shorter than usual..

gona have my break fast with sheeka today!

im SO0 excited!it's really REALLY been awhile

since we went out together...

so muc stories to tell!

ouhwell,i gtg do my prayers now..

TAR!

im oh so proud of us for being patient

nn still holding on to each other

promising one another to not meet anymore

till after this mnth

just to make the other succeed

in other things that are more

important

in upcoming long term

just so that we could be together

i love you

2008-08-24T06:59:00.000-07:00

soo mugging for prelims ryte noww..
already studied deterrence and diplomacy and half of venice..
but then i found out that venice will not be tested..
well there goes my time ah..

stress today over too many chores...ii can go bersurk ah..
i don't think they even get it that my prelims is TOMORROW!!
haiss..
so cracked my head 2day at maccafe with hot chocolate
mmmm!~
i tink without it i could have just passed out just now..

studied the rest of chemistry...
&& just resting ryte now..
hoping that he would call me soon=\

wish me luck...tarr!

15 months anniversary baybeh!~

2008-08-16T07:14:00.000-07:00

i <33zul many mani=)
met him at the bustop && he helped
me sent my my twins siblings to
my granny's house..
so sweeetX)

so then took the train to bugis.
went browsing through bugis street
for his 3-quarter pants at RECOIL
the tops there are quite nice too..
except pink ones,i just have a problem
with a guy wearing pink..no offence

After that,off to bugis junction to look
for a soccer bag he wanted and a belt too..
got a reversable belt at samuel & keith
kinda interesting ahh haha... nn there
were so many shops with a sale sign!
nn i just haaad to have no money for it
tsk tsk
what a WASTE

tried finding an ATM machine but non
was for POSB..so had to go back to mrt
station && withdrew his moneyy
then we went to eat at banquet...

after filling our tummy,we went to
dorothy perkins for my top..
nn i got a very NICEE top for $19!
if only there was an orange or red onee!!
grrr,

the other shirt tat i tried on

Then we went back to bugis street to get
dearest his pants nn there after
we went back to pasir ris && just chilled....

i really had fun today
seriouslyyy=)

the song we both first heard on 16.05.07

malay 0 level
i got a b3 XD
i didn't have much feelings when i got this
supposed to be happy ccos i have been getting
a horrible C
but i would hab been much happier if it was an A
still satisfied though..except for my oral,got a merit for it
so HORRIBLE!

eng oral was fun aah..
excluding the waiting part cos i was the last candidate
topic:hairstyle! how interesting..but i dont think i
would get a distinction for it cos there were so many
others who were better..so they have to
bring the benchmark higher a notch..

just hope for the best!
i still love zulX)

national day outing~

2008-08-14T04:09:00.000-07:00

i know this is like a 5days old story...

but just for updating sake...x,X

zul fetched me first under my blok and we took

bus 53 to the airport for POPEYEXD

i was really excited when waitin for aidah&&nas to come..

kept pestering zul to start ordering food,

but he insisted that we wait for

the both of them to arrive..

so like after half an hour they did...

nn i immediately went to the counter to order haha!

i was hungry ouhkaee

didnt eat breakfast..

nn dinner the previous night=X

mi && zul ate 2chicken each with a side of 2 fries

&& mashpotato nn coleslaw..YUUUMMYY!~

aidah && nas however shared a seafood meal..

the biscuit is niceeee ouhkaee~XD

so afterwerds,met up with ayu at the times shop

followed by sabby && mateen lyk a few secs later

i had so0o much fun!all of us were wearing red && blackXD

we were like mourning for democracy which died againHAH!

so you all have heard the stories from their bloggiess~

played pool,fried mars bars,double choc frappe

then it was ze fireworks!~

nice niceee....

after that,went to youthpark nn watched the gig

with zul=))

went home with blisterss...cooo0l~

thanx people!!really enjoyed my daay!!

2mwore days baybehX)

cross country && opening ceremony!~

2008-08-08T04:29:00.000-07:00

these are the cross country pics people!!~

jyeaah well,i was soo enthusiastic about winning the top 10 this year..

but sadly half way running my right hip went aching in pain hahha!

so i had to walk for a moment..nevertheless i cant believe im having

fun running!

maybe it's because it's at pasir ris park?

the scenery was wonderful!

it really gave me more spirit to run..

but i still lost haha!

congrats to sabby who came in 7th! position!

who cares if you didn't beat that girl?

u got in 7th place sehXD

sorry babes...too many pics=X

2008-08-07T03:35:00.000-07:00

THANK U SABBY

sorry for the soft voice..i thought i was too loud=X

so yeaaap,today is the day && i cant believe i used my 1st voice

throught out(except for some parts which is meant for 2nd voice)

&& sorry for the overpowering audienceXDD

thanx yul for singing with me..it has been fun jyeah?=)

want to dedicate this song to my darling zulX))<33

cant wait for saturday!!

2008-08-05T04:55:00.000-07:00

how could i be this way?i'm letting my emotions take over me..
im sorry.

suckish

2008-08-04T02:57:00.000-07:00

the title says it all..today really sux
i was too tired to wake up for sahur
then i realised that i need to eat during recess time since i can't take i anymore.
so i did..i break fast=/

i'm really exhausted right now..
the talk from dr william tan is definitely an inspirational one
REALLY

after school,went to tm mac with aidah to get a cheeseburger
since i had no money to buy food..had to use ezlink card instead..
had oral with mrs sum && i find it very beneficial..i like her=)
but i pity her too,
i'm going to teach yu sen tomorrow if i have the time to..
partners for life!XD

zul had to go for an ear operation again today.
it sux that i worry to much && i oso don't know fot what..
im angry that his friend causes the infection
&& im angry with myself..

but now i'm angry with some girls,
reason no.1 is cause they are too available
no.2 is cause i'm not like them..

hais,its just not my natural self to mix around a lot..
&& i don't like that happenin infront of my own eyes
to someone very close to me
but like the poem says"loving him,i have to set
him free,even from me"

arses.

comp breakdown

2008-08-03T02:07:00.000-07:00

comp has been givin me a headache!

screen always show no icons or toolbar,only the wallpaper wen i on it..

&& i have to like wait for my dad to wake up & fix it..

so i'm really sorry people if i cant reply you people in chat rooms asap..

but i'll try kaes?X)

i've finally bought 3 notebooks! for each subject

[combined sci,combined humanities,maths&poa]

but it's not a4 size..i only have lyk 10bux to spend on it,

but the a4 size notebooks which were really pretty costs lyk 4.80 cheapestX3

totaling up to $14.40 =S

yupyup,i bought the smaller one instead which costs 2.55 each,wif a change

of 2.35 just enough for a donut!X)) && i was like thinkin,y have a nice pretty

book when i can design it myself right?=) but as i board the bus home,

i realised...

....i got no colourful markers-_-"

ouh well,i'll remember to ask ayu tomorrow if i could borrow hersX)

such a sweet handy friendXD

&& a LOOOT of events had happened that i've not updated about!

lets recall----

19 july:14mnths anni with darling<33

25:pool && movie date with zulisaliani!fun siaaa

26:hardcore&ska unite gig-horrigible thanx to **

30:family outing,watched hellboy

yupyup...school was definitely tiring and sleepy as always..

i got sick for changing my body clock..

now where have i heard that before?haiss,

ouhjyeah,dear friends,those whom i forget to edit their new url

pls tag me once again kaes?thanx=)

2008-07-20T06:01:00.000-07:00

my darlinggsss

2008-07-13T07:22:00.000-07:00

heyheys!~
wana update u guys bout my sweetest bebss!las sat if im nt wrong,we went 2 nisa's house nn baked brownies andd cheesecake...dAMn cheap ingredients,easy to make && DEEElicious ouhkae uu guys shuld try it sometimes but too bad i wont tell uu de ingrdientsXD

so den i find sumting suspicious goin as one by one dey went in2 nisa's room doin god noes wat...i just act as if nutin apen..den sudenli dey came out wif tis lovelay scrap bk...ayu tried 2 surprise mie wif it but she dropped it..LOL,it was hilarious...de scrapbk was full of our memories nn pics...it was reli touching..thanx agen darlingss..

burhan,kamran && lutfi bought mie CHOCOLATES and wrapped it in chinese writing wrapper ahhaa...its reli cutelaaa...thanx agen uu guys=))
hmm,last tues had de 5stations..im glad dat after totaling dem ol up,im olredi getting a GOLD!left wif 2.4 tis coming tues nn its ol done fer...
maaan,common test nx wk && im soooo nt redi fer it...cant wait fer tis sat,goin esplanade fer my 14 mnths anni wif my zuuuul=)))))
pity us,broke ryte now soo haf to tapao fd frm home haha...nevertheless i find it cute ouhkaeeeX)

attention:lioncity hardcore reunite gig coming up on 27th july..a collision of hardcore nn sca bands..tix at $10,ani1 interested pls approach mi anytime olrytess=)

ma sweet sixteen=)

2008-07-04T09:13:00.000-07:00

my 3rd july started off okae but den it turned awful...

woke up wif msges frm zul,sabby,nisa,sheeka and helmi..

came 2 skul full wif wishes nn greetings frm dearest skulmatess...

&& classes were DEFINITILY boooooriiingg-,-p

after skul it was onli mie nn nisa cuz de rest of de bebs

had national accounting quiz tingyy...they didnt get

thru the finals but their enthusiasm was awesome! aiite...

especially our supporters hu got 1st for supporters

competitionXDD how sexy is tat?

chemistry banding is damn lame wif de 4 bozoos in de class..

cant stop makin lame jokes i tell u i culd just DIE in derr...

kept telling dem 2 shutdup and stuffs hahahaXD

after skul met zuul and a couple of tings dat i regretted

feeling nn saying cuuuz wen he sent mie home into my house

i got a shock of my life!hani and ali came out frm

behind my room door wif a cake full of candles...mygwaaassh!

lyk i screamed my fcukin lungs out laaa!XD thanx u lovely ppl...

cant ferget tis incident..deeen 4 of us just chilled at my house

watchin tv..i was so slipy after mi && zul incident tat afternoon...

my eyes kept shutting && soon dey went home...

i wana thank all u guys who've given mie

wishess and wonderful prezziess!

i loveu guys 2 deathh!!hope we'll stay in contact

as long as we culd=)

toy convention

2008-06-29T07:50:00.000-07:00

woke up at 9 to go to toy convention..

was veeery de slipy since hab been waking up at 5am las week

to go study at mac..still hating art teacher fyi..

arrived at suntec at about 11?nn de line was WOW!

soo many comics and cartoon fanatics and some even came in

anime costumess.,.super-cool!XD

can't walk properly lyk a-duh but it was fun...got a bearbrick &&

went to diff booths to get a chop on our toy con passports..den reedemed

the prizes...so RIOT sia!ate mac breakfast!~weeheee..

ouh btw,my malay oral sux! i culd haf done better seriouslyy!!its just

that,sukan is not my thang ya noe so kinda staggered alot..feel like retaking it

sia..its soo not hard,jus de nervousness makes my mind go blank!if oni i got

day 1's topic...grrrr!no hopes fer malay nimore,soooo disappointed...hais=(

miss uu

!bye lev

its nawt...

2008-06-20T06:15:00.000-07:00

ive bn plannin 2 finish up ol my hw and stuff by tish wk..but art jush haaad 2b a burden,now i haf 2 do 2 more layers fer stupid papercut..my finger is gona go sideways by end of june i tell u..&& on top of tat my grandma had been sent 2de hospital on monday..shes havin horrible illusions nn stuffs and shes just not herself animore && tis has bn goin fer 5 days noww..im jus so werried,we ol reli need her laa..honestly,shes bn supplyin mi my skul money ol tis while...givin us fd wen our family is ol out of it..shes bn taking care of her mom ol tis while,now hus gona b d one taking care of my moyang?i cant bare 2 see her tis way...everytime i tok 2 her she doesnt answer..its lyk her body is there but he rmind is somewer else...i was der wen she ferst started screamin nn shouting tat she was gona die nn stuff lyk dat..i dunwo..i'm jus so scared...nn i cant focus on ani of my hw ryte noww..de onli tym i can do it is lyk at night cos de whole day i'd b in d hospital beside herr...had a snack wit her just noww nn she jus stared in blank space..its gd dat she laughed at times cos of my dad =/ nn nex wk is malay oral uggh!!! i reli duno wat 2 do ryte now ahh..

thanx fer ol those times u looked after us...we reli2 hope u get well soon..i loveyou

its nawt the end...i hope its nt

darling's soccer match

2008-06-07T05:40:00.000-07:00

woke up lyk 830 in de morning 2 get redy but sadly i haaad 2 miss a lovelay slip on a heavy rainy day...sooo yada3,still slipy a lil since didnt get my nap dat i reli needed yest..was lyk freezin cold in d mrt && der were oredi loads of ppl standing in d train wen it was onli lyk 1030..

soo reached orchard nn zul took mie 2 de soccer competition,i ferget wats d occasion ah..de 1st prize winner gets a car siaa..since de match was outdoors,dey stopped d game fer awhile coz of de heavy rain..den d person inchrg of de whole ting sed dat bcoz of d rain dey decided 2 hab penalty kicks instead..wat a waste,i reli wanted 2 watch d match..it was kinda boring ah actuali,we had breakfast ferst at kfc,love havin breakfast wit him=) den sat down wit d rest of de guys nn read maxim mag wic was given in d goodie bag..wat nonsense of a goodie bag is tat laa,lyk supoz 2 giv water bottle or towel or sumtin fer dem since dey playin soccer but maxim?wow wat a preparation-,- abit frustrated ah coz got alot of hot gerl pics in it lyk a duh..haha,but den i read de stories nn stuff nn i find it actuali interesting hahaXD

so sorie dat u guys lost yeah?i reli feel fer ya,but u cant deny it der r a lot of better teams..rusydi tried de power kick nn he got 86km/h if im nt wrong ah..dey wer supoz 2 beat tis guy hu got 96km/h..crazy siaaa,i tink de ball cn catch fire seh..
so den after dat went buy sushi,hung out fer awhile nn went home...i actuali enjoyed my day overall=)

went 2 his house d next day nn had movie marathon wit canadian pizza!!XD funfuun~
!bye lev

UPDATES~!

2008-05-22T07:11:00.000-07:00

hapi 1 yr anni love~

16 may-met my zul n went shoppin fer his top..he has some crazy noisy gayfrens okae!=D

17may-went sentosa!!it was hot as ever over der..so he fetched mi frm my blok den took d mrt..bof of us took a short nap in d mrt && d journey seemed shorto.0 wic ish a gd ting cos i was oredi starvin!so we went 2 harbourfront mall nn bought mac breakfast=)

den we wok 2 vivo && took de monorail..stopped at pahlawan beach..beautifuull!~ loveee d sand && clean waterr..well at least it was a lil clear,unlyk pasiris beach..so we set up everythin nn had our breakfastt...den we changed nn went swimmingg..fun fuuun cosh d water was cooldd..
got bored den so he burried mi in de sand-,0 orng da tkde keje laen cm ni..he bought a deck of cards so den he started 2 teach mi taitee(i nono how spellXD) nn i beat him de ferst few roundsXD skill skill..den mom texted mi bout no cleanin up d house b4 i left nn it reli changed my mood laa..but i tried my bes 2 stay hapii nn im glad he enjoyed his ferst 1yr wit mie=)

21 may-performance sux..dun1 elaborate..jus wana say thnx 2 those hu supported mi=)
malay 0level..feelin small in class ryte noww...im sooo horrible in it nn how muc i try 2 improve,i duno wer i went wrong cosh i jush cant...haiyaa...how embarassin,malay student cant do well fer malay...nn i noe ders no miracles dat can werk mi overnyte nn get an A on monday so,4 yrs of studyin malay wasted...

!bye levv

sorie soriee

2008-05-09T07:09:00.000-07:00

my apologies...

de mnth of midyr is soon 2 pinish && im finalli bloggin after oh-so-braincracking of 3wks intensive study fer miee..

recent updates:-

29thapril

COMEBACK KID l!ve was HOT!

mi nn sis weli had fun kung-fu-ing,spinnin in de washin machine nn simply just pushing every1XD

came back home wit bruises on arm && eye =X

3rd may

celebrated de twin's bday && i got 2 invite zul=D shockin 2 haf heard it frm dad..kinda embarassin since i had 2 host 10 yr old kids' party wic turned out fun..sorie if i wasnt lookin presentable..i mean ur bf is cumin d least u culd do is look presentable=) was sweatin lyk hell wit de musical chairs nn olXD

was jus sendin zul 2 de bustop wen my dad sms-ed mi 2 go changi buy dinner..so bof of us went bak over 2 my place fer mie 2 shower nn got dressed..i got 2 spend de whole day wit him..so hapiee miee =))

midyr exam

2 more papers 2 go wic is listenin compre && comb sci mcq..gona study hard fer dat so dat i can assure masef gettin an A fer combined sci..reli scared bout my eng nn malay results..PLSSS pray fer mi dat i'd pass...dats ol im askin fer,mayb a B fer malay hopefuli =X

bn studyin at macafe fer de past 3 days wit zul ali nn sis..i loveeee de double choc nn ice choc!yummyyyXD

heres de pics ya'll

bye lev!

2008-04-21T03:31:00.000-07:00

ppl r getting sicker tis daes..

sports day dance was a lil bit messy...but it was ok,considering we oni got less than 2 wks 2 come up wit a 5min dancesteps...participated in 4x100m nn got last position hahaa..at least i got participate in sumtin ryyyte=)

then after dat we actuali planned 2 surprise sab at ph but it was freakin full nn sum1 olredi reserved 16 seats soo tough luck..we had a hell of a tym crackin our heads tinkin of wer 2 go,de guys kept wantin 2 go banquet..so not class! at last dcided go kfc..aiya kfc pon kfc laa..

so she came wit nisa nn fad nn we ol sand hapi bday,makin suc a scene there..some ppl even joined singing along hehX) hope its nt too little fer u sab..reli soriee

hapi swit 16 agen=)

went out wit zul on sat...nn i woke up wit a horrible flu..wat luck! so ferst,went 2 eat at banquet at raffles hosp der..heh,how ironic...den went 2 watch definitly,mayb at cathay cineplex..cute storry!!culd b a bit draggy but i lyk de ending..reli unexpectedX) so den after dat jus spent tym wit hiim...i had suc a wonderful tym!<33

2008-04-11T03:31:00.000-07:00

wat a long wk 2 start off wit..
nn i actuali got 31/50 fer my march holiday assignment!!XD lyk finali pass la seh,if not EVERY single test is failfailfail by either 1 or 2 marks..but im nt supoz 2b too hapi wit it cosh i did it at home in my own sit tym nn i got dictionary 2 check de werds lor so lyk play cheat ah but its a start=)

im soo tired,cant believe midyr exam is in 2 wks tym..gona haf a dance performance fer sports day..mr chai is puttin pressure on us bout tis,nn de guys rr not putting effort in tis except fer a few nn tats lyk onli 2 or 3..oni us gerls dats doin sumtin 2 make dat chai at least nt b unhapi bout it..actuali planned of havin on one day practice nx wk coz i wana study fer midyr but too bad de guys cant come fer practice 2moro so hab 2 come every single day nx wk..fuck

haiss...nn juz havin breakfast will zul is so troublesome..hab 2 consider tis n tat bla3..fuck!la
if onli de dance wont b so stressful,nn dey wuld hab put in more commitment 2 it,i wouldnt hab blame ol tis on u...im sory

2008-03-28T06:53:00.000-07:00

ive been crying fer 5 days straight now..nn its strating 2 get obvious 2 some..i reli dun noe how 2 ans dem wen most of de tym dey wuld comment dat im nawt myself lately...dey notice mi mwore den i notice myself..i mean,i seemed 2 try 2 act normal evriday...ya noe,lyk nth actuali apened?

but i gues i jus cant hide it...dat terrible feelin of some1 missing in my life..a veri special some1..
my eyes r VERI droopy ryte noow...evryday i sleep at 11..nn i neber did gave my eyes a break..evry mornin in de bus i read my notes,in de canteen b4 assemblin at de parade sqr,reading period,at home...haiss...

&& i finaly talked 2 zul 2day =') reli missed that voice of his...it was as if he was just right beside mie...i felt reli sorie,wen i overhead him arguing wit his mom becoz of his brother...he reli shuldnt get de blame..&& hearing de sounds of de beating he got..it hurts mie alot too..nn i feel so hopeless dat i wasnt literally there fer him wen he reli needs a hug..
to here him just there right beside mie crying...i reli felt lyk cryin too!=(

so im still awating fer de day 2 come....wen i can finally giv uu dat hug..
Too strong for too long (and I can't be without you baby)
And I'll be waiting up until you get home (cuzI can't sleep without you baby)
Anybody who's ever loved, ya know just what I feel
Too hard to fake it, nothing can replace it

bye lev~

2008-03-25T07:45:00.000-07:00

i tink its pretty obvious tat im not muc of an avid blogger tis yr as u can tell..
tings had been kinda rough during my ferst 3 mnths in sec4 year..
&& jus to let u guys noe..my dad found out bout us lyk las sat..definitly he went bersurk bout it dat ive been lying to him ol tis tym..but he den bcame more disappointed wit mi than angry..i was disappointed wit mysef too then..

ol the while he scolded mi ol i culd do is sigh coz ol de tings he told had bn sed b4 many a tymes..so i started cryind n asked him if he wants mie to breakup wit zul now..my dad wanted 2 mit him..nn im very proud dat zul is suc a courages nn sincere person 2 come punctualy yest at 8..i made him tea,&& we sat in such a formal arrangement..one side of de sofa was mi&zul, the other was my mom&dad..so yar my dad told zul de same tings he told mie b4 n ol zul did was nodded..respectful isnt he..but der was one part tat triggered me wen my dad says dat he actually has a gd feeling bout tis coz he tinks dat its probably gona turn out well one day..

den wen i sent zul to de bustop,ol we did was tok && tried 2 laugh coz it wuld b our last miting in 3weeks..we didnt hold hands,we didnt hug..ol we gave eac other was a flyin kiss thru the window wen he got in de bus..as de bus faded away from my sight,i felt tat veri moment as if de werld was gona come crashing down on me..i went home nn acted as if none of tat had happened..&& as i was studyin fer physics,i duno y,i started crying wen im actuali supossed 2b hapi dat my parents r giving mi a rare chance of haivn a bf at tis age..their planned age fer us 2 haf one was actualli 21..crazy as it seems,its wat dey think..nn i cant deny tat it was for the gd..after only one whole day of study3 & no ZuL's voice,i REALLY miss him alot okey..

The changes ive made now was kinda drastic compared 2 these past 3 mnths..usuali i wuld jus had done my hw nn dats it..but now its lyk,in de bus,reading period,waiting tym,straight after skul,i had took everi opportunity today 2 study my physics nn even tried changing my body clock wic didnt werk coz im not a night person..woke up wit a headache nn could absorb anytin..
yes.....its true......i'd do anytin....ANYTIN 2 get 2b wit him...whateever it takes.....

just dun fade away frm my arms bcoz of tis.....
we've gone thru so muc 2gede,but ders still more 2 come.....
without u,i dun tink i wuld haf tis motivation 2 do it....
i really love youu...<33
&& i miss eu so muc X(

!bye lev

2008-03-15T23:47:00.000-07:00

aida is lyk de onli one hu wants 2 pose fer de cam
XD
umm,farhan was runin 2 take my hpXD

ferst of all,jush wana wish my CATCAT a hapi 1o mnth anni to us!

im reli happi dat we r still in great terms as owes nn will beX)

yeah,yest was our malay dance performance at plaza sing..

so we were lyk rushin to do the makep up nn de hair in de morning..imagine onwie 3 ppl doin fer 8 gerls de make up nn de sarong all aiyakk..haven dance owedi tired sia..so reach der nn realised dat our performance was at 130 wen i tot it was supoz 2 end at 1230! so was lyk plannin wit hafir bout 2day coz he las min sed got tuition at 3+ nn we owedi book de jammin place at pennin at 1-3! btw our performance was lyk gd! compared 2 bedok south sec malay dance XDD lyk 1st tym sia i so hapiii! den after dat i rushed 2 de toilet wit aida nn since de cubicals ol full,i jush changed outside..edwin hafir nn farhan came to watch mie perform haha..

lyk so ironic,malay dance den jammin..niways,wen we reached pennin it was owedi 230 nn de person sed sombody usin it at 3..so den we dcided 2 go potong pasir one since pennin one was so damn small..went der,nn it was ol full book oso till 5!!aiyaak,went back 2 our regular place at simei..nn now edwin sed he has 2 go at 6 coz got church..so we played fwom 505-610..it was definitly a fruitful practice..we were banging our heads nn jumpin along..my microphone as owesh got loads of feedback so i had 2 adjust lyk olmos ol de tym..it was so fun!!nn bring me to life was nice fer de ferst prac..onli hafir haven learn de song yet -,- great escape can owedii..

so den went 2 eat longjohn wit hafir nn an since aida had 2 go meet hakim nn edwin went fer church..we had lyk a tok bout relationships nn stuff nn it was reli fun la coz i got 2 noe loads of tings hahaha..hope 2 haf another bonding lyk tish wit my band members lego blocks??XDD

haneef asked mi out 2 go watch dance compt at plaza sing..actuali i wanted 2 go coz my sis was performin nn i wanted 2 go support her nn since he wana treat mie XD but i tink by de tym she pinish owedi coz he msg mi lyk at 2? so yeah...mayb nx tym

!bye lev

2008-03-07T22:56:00.000-08:00

as promised:LUNCHTIME CONCERT;5TH MARCH;SWEET SIXTEEN AYU X)

so after skul,mi nn aida went straight in2 gerls' room 2 chng in2 our concert outfit nn bof of us rushed 2 tm 2 buy green papers fer ayu's bday card..it was last min ting nn just our luck,it started rainin heavily..zul sed dat he saw us runnin 2 tm nn he hid bhind a wall,it was a surprise fer mie tt his cumin soo yar..dats y he hid -,- yeah niways,we ran bak tryin 2 find de closest walkways under shelter nn called fad 2 pick us up wit my umbrella under de blok infront of de skul..de security guard caught us coz he tot we were outsiders..hate tat guy SO0 muc!

went up 2 de hall nn passed by zul,rushdi nn azmi..reli pai sey i tell uu since bof of us were soakin wet! got reli nervous bhind stage nn panicked wen phoned sabby nn didnt pick up..so went out of de back stage nn saw he nn iffah holding de cake..tried to light de candles but bcoz of de windy rain,it took us lyk 5mins..went in de hall nn ayu was olredi cryin,touchin moment..sand hapi bday song nn hugged her..so went bhind de bak stage agaen nn tried 2 loosen up ourselves since we were so tensed! faiz n his crap as owes,wat a nonsensical guy..wic is a gd ting thoX)
so it was our turn,crack my voice e few times here nn der..but ppl kept commenting bout my screamin wic is a bad ting coz it means,my singing sux~!

haf 2 practice on tat..so sunday jammin was cancelled i duno y n wat dat tompok has on tt day but he sed it was a reli seirous matter so yeah wadever..15 march gig is cancelled,stupid organiser..hafir is tryin 2 get another one but i duno hoooww,nn he sed dat der r nwo march gigs..we cant make it on april coz plannin on enterin anugerah muzika nn its nearing our mid-year!! hais,reli frustrated..ART sux

yest,watched leap years wit zul..cant believe wat an emotional story it was..wat more a singaporean film..lots of ppl cried in de theatre wic was gd so tat i wont feel embarrassed wen i cried too..after de movie,hung out wit zul..den went off at 615..had a wonderful day os olwes X)
dad juz went off 2 kl fer his gig der till monday..thx fer havin my bak..=)

!bye lev

2008-03-03T06:22:00.001-08:00

skip art remedial 2day,plan 2 go 2moro instead coz we reli need jammin prac 2 day 2 prepare fer wednesday lunchtym concert..i dun reli get it but b4 las sat,we olwes start off okey...but now everytym we jus start playin we cock up lyk hell sa,su werried fer wed nn 15march..
yar nn i realise tt if we r not hapi nn dun put ani enthu in it,it wont turn out gd laa...after few mwore practices,i haf 2 say tt it was okey fer ferst tymers lyk us hu haf no experiance at ollll...
so ppl pls giv us ur fullest support ah,will reli apweciate it kayss X)
bryan's gona come nn help us out wit guitar since edwin got rmemdial on wed so canwot play wit us..
aiyaaa 2moro got art remedial...jus RELI3 hate it oke!DESPISE!!ya i noe its a harsh werd but art is interfering lyk olmos half of my lyf while the other half wuld b de other 7 subjs!

haiyaa...
will update bout wed..wish us luck!
go lavender approx (witout edwin)

!bye lev

2008-03-01T06:17:00.000-08:00

so lyk FINALI i get 2 update my blogg! i haf a new comp but 2nd hand..
but hu cares i still can use it yeah!XD
went 2 haf brekafast wit ma bebs tis mornin nn i was de latest 2 arrive..
1st tym it isnt nisaXD so den we went 2 ayu's house 2 make ove
nisa nn zara..damn fun laa i make their hair..ofcoz ver nyce ryteXD
den de stylist oso got their hair perm by aida,gerls will olwes b gerls..
exception fer my dear iffahXD

den we went jammin,nn de rquipments n gadgets were horrible sa..
so muc feedbak ol over de room..nn our previous jam practice was
soo muc better den 2day,mayb coz de gals came along haha..kiddin2X)
kay so den afte dt went vivo nn watch nisa perforrm..the other groups
power saaa,,made me wana join dance to0!

2008-01-13T02:32:00.001-08:00

my comp tis mnth cant b used coz of unpaid bills..so now im at elias mall usin de 1hr $1.60 comp 2 do my art..

went 2 tp yest at 3+ wit hani zul azmi..ali had 2 leave coz he got interview at plaza sing golden village nn he got de job!congrats!X)
so we wok around de campus nn nt long it started raining heavily nn it was so boring siaA...so met ali at tm nn bought sushi,den dcided 2 go airport fer swensens but SADLY it was damn ful nn de waiting line was super long...we didnt go back 2 tp fer de jam&hop ting coz we tot i would b jus a performance noe..but too bad got dancing,jus my luck laa...ive waited fer so long 2 dance in a crowd sey =( reli2 disappointed..
sop niwways,since got no place,we went 2 ws nn lepak at mcdonalds..tok2 den 915 chao..wat a waste of a saturday..culd haf gone out at 630..but im still thankful dat i get 2 c zul =) still disapoointed tho! grrr!!!

!bye lev

2007-12-23T04:51:00.000-08:00

i was reli speechless,shocked,hurt,angry,disappointed ol at de same moment..yest,my family was just watchin de show called the village which btw was RELI gd..jus too bad i didnt want 2 watch ol of it..=\

yiyin started 2 beat iman so i beat her back lyk jokingly ahh...den she hit mi bak harder,so i was lyk kinda shock abit ah..den i hit her harder nn shouted y did u hit mi nn we hit eac other continuosly nn she screamed that i started ferst...so i stop nn started cryin,fer de ferst tym tis yr i cried nn had lyk, u noe de hiccups ting after u cry nn it kept on goin fer 15 mins nn i cant breath..but i was reli surprised dat eventho de whole family was der,dey didnt help mi out..dey jus kept on watchin de show nn laughed by themselves..i was reli hurt dat no1 didnt care nn tears started rolling down again..as im writing dis,i still feel hurt ='( how culd she disrespect mi lyk tat? no1 has ever done tat 2 mie..not even my parents..what does she tink dat she has de ryte 2 do tat?how culd she...wat kind of a sister am i to haf a younger sister 2b soo rude...nn how culd my parents jus let it be,from de tym she hit iman until i had breathin problem..nn it was muc more hurtful den gettink ur heartbroken...coz it was frm ur own family...

i dunwo if i was being too sensitive or makin things look lyk its a big deal...but im fighting wit my own flesh n blood...de one i shared my secrets wit,my meal,my room,my stuff...how culd she do tis 2 mi? am i in de wrong 2 haf hit her?i just went 2 my room nn weep myself 2 sleep..

&& 2 day,wen i came bak,she went out of de lift nn jus went off witout even sayin anytin..nn i was about 2 ask wer she was heading too...hais,im still waitin fer an apology coz dat hit reli disappoints mi =(

went out wit zulalihani 2 day =) went out of home early coz i was reli sick of it after wat apen yest..met hani at my bustop nn mt de guys at central shop&save 2 buy snack fer our picnic!X) took taxi 2 eastcoast park,zul's treat X) it was reli scorching lyk hell!! && zul was de complainer king of the day..
ni la orng mlayu semuer,tau klua makaaaan jek XD me nn hani went 2 de shore nn dipped ourselves in seawateerr!!!nicee laaa since it was hot nn de water was cold..splash2 here nn der..den went bak 2 de tikar nn eat sumore XD den mi nn zul went 2 de shore 2 sit...den sudenli we saw LOADS of water droplets fallin onli at de sea area..nn zul was lyk eh eh we better go nn i was lyk ehs asal pat saner jek kiter tk kene nn den straight away after dat it came down on us nn we were lyk ruunnnn!! hahaha funni...de 4 of us were drenched lyk hell coz we jus took our own swit tym 2 pack nn find shelter...aiyak too long story...go nn read the others' blog entry hehehe!

!bye lev

SLamat ARi raye aidilADHA!~

2007-12-20T02:11:00.000-08:00

so ya'll 2day is lyk de day of sacrificin sheeps dig it! but i didnt get 2 witness it aawwww -,- s.s aah

hehe,yeah,tuesday went out wit my bebs..reli missed dem aLOOT! nn i certainly had fun wit dem frm de waitin fer nisa fer 45 mins!XD to de bus trip to rivervale plaza,de mac breakfast nn our chats! aida showed us some card tricks whiicch.....umm....uhh.......reli interestingXD hahah it didnt werk fer de ferst tym but de 2nd one was a success i guess..hehe,but it was fun..ayu was crappin non stop even if it was her usual ways, iwas lyk lufin lyk hell laa..nn sabby has a new nice hp!! i oso waaaaan!XD iffah den had 2 leave 2 mit zaharia nn not long after,i left...

met zul nn jus hung out at our usual spot..
2day,went out 2 bof my grannys house...dey cooked laksa nn lontong sooo niccee!!!!!! im lyk so bloated ryte now..okey ya'll dats it fer 2 day aitte peace out~

NN alii!! please take off on sunday fer our zulisaliani outing X((

!bye lev

OUR 7 mnths anni X))

2007-12-17T05:27:00.000-08:00

YES!! 16.12.07 is finali heree..our last anni in 2007
nn it was definitly a one 2 remembeerr =))
2 start my day,i went 2 whitesand 2 buy masef breakfast which was sushii!XD
den off 2 mit my kitten..he was a lil late coz being a responsible brother he is,he had 2 clean the house ferst b4 he went out aawwwww XD

den we lepaklepak pat atas blok..it was 330 nn we went 2 changi beach..i bought my laksa nn he bought nasi lemak at his fav shop..it was reli lovely i haf 2 say coz it was de ferst tym i culd go 2 de beach wit him =) bof of us got tired nt long after coz wok nn tok too muc XD so we went home..nn if oni i can see him asap coz im missin u loads!=(

hapi 7 mnths anni!~

!bye lev

2007-12-14T01:07:00.000-08:00

my whole legs nn but are havin major cramps ryte now! im walkin lyk a retard && ive nt done my tuition hw yet thx 2 mcc practices..we're learnin new routines now so,its kinda fun..i mean it does made mi do exercises dat ive nt done fer these past holidays..

dad has just signed up fer us this flea market at elias mall cc..its lyk a booth rental wer u jus pay 10 bux fer it nn u sell ur stuff there..finali can make some ca$hh..its nx sat at 10am-4pm ..come by nn support us ah aiites X)

went 2 wildwild wet yest straight after mcc!it was damn fun laaa,long tym oredi nber go swimmin..nn i kept gettin jealous ol those while wen i wok pas women wit hot body in bikinis..iman was afraid of the waterworks..when he took the slide in yellow he was lyk panting lyk hell wen he came down nn he told mi "it was lyk i see it flashing b4 my eyes" && i was lyk dude,no1 died -.-"
hehe,dey ol got sunburn wen dey came home nn yin kept pokin hersef nn screamin ouch..but i didnt coz dey started swimmin frm 1130...i came at 1.30 XD
too bad we ferget our digi cam..0H! the four of us took the ular-lah yg pat dlm boya besar tu..den we scream lyk hell so fun! i had a wonderful tym wit my siblings laaa...they ROCK okey!

!bye lev 2days countdown kitten

2007-12-12T05:01:00.000-08:00

mom has her off day 2day so we went to visit nyai at geylang..she treat us our lunch && i had laksa..it was okey uh,jus dat de noodles were too thick..iman nn yiyin got nasi ayam penyet..it was damn nice siaaa,de chicken was lyk soo crispy lyk kfc one XD i'll sure 2 buy it de next tym i go der..

so den wen we came home,we hcnaged nn went 2 de beach..it was reli RELI cold nn wet..de four of us played ice nn water nn we got mud ol over our shoes nn legs..we raced most of the time wit mum..it was funX) but reli tiring 2 get home -.-

had my ferst tuition wit hani yestXD it was reli helpful coz witout her,i wuld haf nber opened my book! i made notes fer 2 chapts within 2 hoursXD wee!~ nn my siblngs were damn irritatin laaa,nn reli distractin!s0oooo noisy nn chaotic..but i lyk it tat wayXD reli feel tired fer hani havin 3 jobs!but in singapore,u gotta werk hard 2 earn alot sooo its lyf =S
my next lessons wit her will b tis friday..
shitto laaa,2moro got mcc n mr osman is cumin...SO0 de leceh!&& i wonder if de plan fer wildwildwet is still on 2moroo

!bye lev 4more days yeah?X)

2007-12-09T05:33:00.000-08:00

1st tings 1st,
HAPI 17 BEFDAY AZMI ZULKEFLY XD

so i went 2 mit de three0 zul,ali nn bday boy..den we went off straight 2 his chalet which was quite far walkin distance..reached der knowing dat we were de oni ones hu came ferst,but his fam was olso der laa..his sis was kewl,we ate yesterday's choc CAKE!its daamn delicious nn chocolatey!XD but VERY de muak..

de old peter pan version was on and dear catcat was soo into de movie X)
den de guys started bbq-ing nn dey r reli terrible in it..cant even start a proper fire -.-
0H!&& azmi got dis 6 yr old anak sedare so cuutee!! its lyk sooo lyk iman seys!de chubbyness de way he toks eng lyk one smart kid..soo cute la!&& i miss iman mani2 =(
i played tic tac toe wit him nn he gets ticklish too wen i poke him,lyk mi!^^v
den after dat,went 2 de beach wit catcat..de grass so lecak seey,alot of lumpo..my shoes nn his slippers were soakin wet wit mud!
we sat at de waterbreaker,nn it was such an unsightly scenery okey! rubbish ol over de place,so bof of us oni concentrated on de sea...
finali,a moment at de beach jus us twoo...if onli it wuld nber end =)
den not long,it started drizzlin so we went back 2 de chalet..

catcat went swimmin wit fly nn sheik so i chilled wit ali nn hani..ali was still bbq-ing de sataysXD
me nn hani crap-ed ol de way nn bullied aliXD we den dcided 2 giv him de prezie nn he was reli lost for words!XD i can tell..de guys came bak den we went up 2 his airconditioned room!very cozy seyy..den sheik sebokXD ali was forced 2 openin de prezzie by us nn he reli liked de jacket kans ali??X) it was nth reli...glad u love it..so nt long den it was 630 nn i had 2 leave..so i reli had a fun tym 2day considerin ive nt seen catcat fer a wk so yar =)

!bye lev 1more wk

2007-12-08T00:45:00.000-08:00

went out wit my hani 2 far east yest XD since she got werk which finished at 6,met her at raffles place at 6 lor -.- heh,yeah soo since my dad was generous enuf,he extende dmy curfew to 9.30 ..culd haf asked fer 10 tho..so reached der nn got 2 noe dat we haf 2 take de mrt again 2 orchard plak...de place was crowded OBVIOUSLI nn we kinda got sesat fer a few minutes oni..thx 2 hani,we got 2 far east on tym XD ..we ate at kfc ferst since she preferred kfc than other fast fd places..tok3 eat3 nn den went on 2 search fer the 'stuff' X) nn well,hani needed 2 use de bathroom haaah so by de tym we got on the mrt it was oredi 8.45..reached whitesands at9.25 so i was definitly late home..bought our yumMy ben&jerrys!(choc euphoria f.y.i VERY nicee!VERYY chocolatyXD) ahem,so got home at exactly 10 nn mom was angry..i disappointed dad coz i didnt keep my werd..nn coz of tt i haf 2 go home early fer sunday's chalet SHITTO!-.-

nn coz of tat too,i cant go haf dinner wit catcat 2day..uggh!! so iritatin!! been lyk waitin fer tis day fer s0oo longg! am soo hating tis ryte now..yeahh, ol in ol,i had a wonderful tym yest wit my hani XD

!bye lev

2007-12-06T06:08:00.000-08:00

soo tuesday mi nn de bebs went 2 ruma ayu fer our 'movie marathon'..turn out 2b more of an eating marathon since we onli lyk watched 1 movie nn ate loads! of stuff..ferst we ate ayu's cambell soup which is nice! i lyk soups wit mushrooms in it XD den we ate maggie made by our one & only chef..well nisa helped out a lil XD NN DEN we ate popcorns potato chips nn choc chips fer de movie..
it was called cadaver? i tink..means a deceased human body..well,it was onli de menu part wen i started 2 scream..heh,de ghost face scarylaaa..so den de show was reli starting nn we werent settled down yet..every1 was still so kecoo nn tokin nn lufin lyk hell..den sudenli de ghost came lyk directly infront of de camera screen wit de loud sound effect nn we screamed lyk shit!haahaha..i cant stop lufin after dat

so yest i was fryin de hotdog,mom sudenli went in nn ask bout a pic i put at msn dp ..she sed my dad saw mi wit some guy in it a long tym ago..nn she started raising her voice at mi nn i was lyk wtf?! nn i NOE dat my dad didnt mention anytin bout it 2 her anytym dt day coz he was arguin wit her in their room...i NOE..i heard..nn jus bcoz she was angry wit him she wana put her anger on mie..i kept sayin no ol de way nn she went out of de kitchen..i ate my hotdog wit de fuckedup face nn lyk jus SUDDENLI, she started havin convos wit mi lyk nth jus happened..y?!coz she felt guilty or sumtin..nn she wont let mi wear pe shorts animore nn skirt below knee length -.- grrrr~ haiyaa..5 days nt seein him =( sooo boooreeeed!!'
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!bye lev

2007-12-02T00:37:00.001-08:00

fer uu beb X)

2007-12-02T00:37:00.000-08:00

so been slackin alot these days..just met up wit zul yest..been 4 days since las met him..i bought lots of fd hees..
hmm,nth muc hapened..on monday was mom's 40th bday..we bought fer her tis pink top which she STILL hasnt wear..went out wit zuliani in de mornin 2 teman de guys buy their safety boot at beachroad..me && hani were overdress laa hahha,since we tot de place was far which it is laaa jus not de ryte atmosphere..so went home nn mom was oredi bak frm werk..we didnt go out coz no money at de tym..kesian dierr...de nx day was her off day nn we went 2 de beach,de cheapest nn best place 2 go X) at nyte,took pics of de laut nn got orbs in it..sp0oky!

den thursday,went out 2 orchard 2 look at de pretty christmas lights nn since mom got her pay,we went shopping too!0H! i bought tis top fer oni 13 bux nn its so nice!XD den went 2 simpang bedok 2 haf dinner..not dt nice but it costs half de price as our usual outing meal at rex..so quite enjoyable i guess...jus cant get myself away from that kappa shoes!i wan it fer new skul yr '08..
hmm,i got a merit bursary which is 250 bux..yeay!can finaly buy a new hp after usin de same one fer 3 yrs! den,my mom got a call from her werkplace informin her dt dey wan mi 2 go interview fer de santarina ting at airport choc shop..so im goin to T2 2moro at 10 fer de interview..nn if i get it hopefuli,i'll b werkin fer 2 wks starting frm 12 dec till christmas nn earn 364 bux which is reli gd money fer oni 2 wks..can go shopping yeay!

well tats it fer de wk! cant wait fer our outing wit de bebs on wed X)

!bye lev *missin u terribly

2007-11-24T05:14:00.000-08:00

had de new skul open house 2daay! so we're performin tarian fer de ppl..de 1st performance was gd laa i mean,onli practice fer 1 wk its quite gd oredii...but as ive told hani,ive expected our 2nd one wuld b a disaster nn it was SOO truee..our 1 nn onli mistake was sooo damn nonsense nn obvious lyk shit!hahaha....but funi laaa..den afte dat de 4 of us went bak 2 my house nn we did baking!!fun fuun!but its nt soo professional nn quite okey fer a beginner hee! kay ppl i tired 2 type sumore jus look at de pics XD
!0H~&& im SO gona beat uu at tic-tac-toe..we'll mit again soon..

make-up-ing ppl!!XD

pose pose PosseE!

ex chair-zaida XD

our lovely yet got nt muc stuff booth XD

makin choc cheesecake!

yeaaaah

nice muscles,horrible eatin face XD

cute-ness

ali muke fiercee!XD

hani nn guitar

our choc-banana milk blast!u noe,i used 2 love tis game

&& thx 2 tis guy,i totali hate it nowyes yes...de love between 2 guys -.-

!bye lev

2007-11-22T01:07:00.000-08:00

had another tough practice 2day in the new skul!!!
its reli2 nice nn biiiggg la sey!XD nn im lovin our dance studio!ferstly,its on de 2nd floor so we dun haf 2 run up nn down de stupid stairs animoree..its a swirly2 stairs btw XDDD 2ndly,its damn big la okey!can travel as far as we wan durin practices X) nn its orange in colour!!XD hmm,our store room is quite far,lyk 2 rooms away..but its big too,wit a mirror,reli nice fer gettin redi fer de performances...

the formations ol done finali!afte a few of de ppl backing out at de las min..=(
but some of dem still tend 2 ferget wat is after wat...nn our rehearsal is 2moro seyh,hopefuli we dun mess up BAD...nn seri plsplsssss do it wit muc enthusiasm okeeeyy??
lets jus hope fer de bes...wish us luck!X)

so 2moro afte de rehearsal,gone mit de dudes nn go shoppin at geylang!heehee..hopefuli we can get wat we need..dats it fer noww..chia0os ya'll!
OHYAR!&& ive heard,pls get well soon nisa =\

!bye lev

2007-11-19T07:18:00.000-08:00

heyhey~
had MCC in de mornin! had 2 come wit iika earlier dan de rest coz kene pack ol de stuff fer de move to new skul..so iritatin sia de werkers der...kp pointin2 nn tok nonsense..buah gatal XD

nn we kept goin up n down de 3 story buildin chasing teachers fer boxes nn scotch tape n labless..aiyaaa..nn sadly,oni 4 ppl came coz i tink de seniors got werk ah..so 2moro,since we cant use de music room,we plan 2 hf our practice at elias mall cc...X) so pathetic

our performance is on sat 24.11.07 in de new skul..hope ders no mistakes..SO doubt tat..
so afte dat ate sushi wit zul..now my fav is no more tuna..der mus b oyster nn dat white stuff too..X)
had fun wit tt crazy dude laa..as owess X) okey im bored oredi,hopefuli hani can still get mie a place at pizza hut

!bye lev

14/11/07

2007-11-15T01:54:00.001-08:00

had malay dance in the morning...in the afternoon,wen i got bak 2 my granny's house...i saw my uncle sleepin..i tot twice nn i tot tat it was safe...so i called catcat...jus a few mins later,while we were tokin,my uncle sudenli woke up nn picked up the fone in HIS room..nn i sed dt i was usin de fone..nn still mad bout yest nite,he told mie off dt he wanted 2 use it nn he onie gav mie a min 2 finish up...as i was sayin i gtg, my uncle jus picked up HIS fone nn i tink he heard catcat still tokin ....nn im afraid dt he might spoil the whole ting..

i went bak home at 8,feelin werried, && stress out..i reli RELI didnt wan it 2 end lyk tis..so catcat n mie chat at around 1030..nn i culdnt stop tinkin laaa...wat were 2 apen if we were caught? its so unfair fer us.....

15.11.07

went breakfast wit catcat...the last time we'll mit till nex sat hopefuli..its so unfair tat u hf 2 choose between the 2 loves of ur life...one that brought you lifee,but love u too muc 2 let u goo...&& the other hu wuld do anytin nn even let u go,as long as he sees u hapi...
u c without ur love one that brought u life,u wuldnt even mit ur 2nd love one.... but if they were too love mie soo muc, wuldnt they wan 2c mie hapi?how culd dey wan 2c u hurt witout gettin 2 love another even wen ur onli 15?... doesnt mean im onli 15 i'll do anytin stupid..i noe my priorities...jus get it 2 ur head dt nt all 15s wuld wana haf a bf fer fun or trend or wadeve...

&& we plan tt we'll hear eac others' voices nx sat,wen we mit..jus 2 cool tings down.tnx alot

if im nt gettin muc love at home,let mi love in the open werld den...im 15, im in love, im in nd of secure&&comfort..i nd him..i can stay tis way as long as u wan mi too..
since if u found out,that we were 2gede,u'll hurt him...i dun wan dat 2 apenn...

im lost..

13/11/07

2007-11-15T01:54:00.000-08:00

tuesday, had a looovely tym wit my 3 bebs XD
soo soriee hani bout ur adek =\ we didnt noe wat we culd do then..
nn soo sorie fer iritatin uu ali..i jus didnt wan u 2 regret ur lunch =\

watched stardust at cathay cineplex,we even asked if there were temporary jobs there..heh..so he had the coupless seat nn myyygoodness! the cheese hotdog is simply delicious!X)
so then we kinda had a lil trouble wif the choice of place 2 eat ..so ali decided bk(was forced 2 dcide,my bad =\ ) && then we went 2 bugis nn wok around de shops..we didnt find anitin gd,but i reli wanted 2 buy sumtin seyss..soo then went 2 topshoop..nth gd too,dcided 2 rest at starbucks...ali bought greentea nn too mee it was yuckyy but zul seemed 2 enjoy it X) ali cant finish it so zul had it ol 2 himself..hani got the mocha blended nn i got choc chips as owes...

i reliRELI wanted 2 get sumtin so we went bak 2 bugisstreet nn i got tis hat! i loooikkee!its soo london2 type..haha..

wen i got bak home,it was 9.35 ...&& my uncle didnt tok 2 mie..my sis sed dt every1 was askin bout mie..eventho i oredi sed i'll b bak by 930..she also told mie dat he sed dt it wasnt my house, i cant come nn go at any time i want..he even asked if i haf a bf..haiss..
nt long,mom nn dad came...she asked mie wat i wanted wen she get her bonus...i sed nth..i guessed she culd see by my expression dt i wasnt hapi...so she asked agen,&& i answered i jus wan u 2 trust mie nn dun get mie stress out even wen im out enjoyin my holidays..i mean,its the holidays laaa && i finali pass my eng..wat else do u wan frm mie...nn she replied that i must haf limits too...i dun wana argue moree...so i kept quiet.......

2007-10-31T06:07:00.000-07:00

I FINALI CAN POST !! NN MAY I START wif WTF is wrong wit havin a gay tcher?! i can giv u loads of rizons y its not !&& here are a few X(
1)he's a tcher: so dat means he portrays himself well as a tcher
2)he's a tcher damn it!:sumbodi must haf lyk interviewed him b4 he teaches in a skul & he got de job so it means dat he noes his priorities as a tcher
3)he made us pass eng..lyk FINALI afte 2 yrs of failin it..
4)he's inspirational 2 mi
5)stop being stereotype!not all gays are dat bad!
6)mr poh,dun leave ='(

yeah well,we got extra classes fer a head start in fer 2008..i guess its muc faster den usual classes mayb coz der r lyk oni 3 subjects per day..i wan a job so dat i can go shoppin wit my bebs n my cat!X)
hmm,haven update on my results..i pass evrytin includin eng X) thankfully..onli got a1 fer poa,de rest is b & c grade..my L1R4 was 19 L1R5 was 24..so horrible sia,canot go jc =S ey korang2 biler lagi nk gi raye?

!bye lev

2007-10-17T05:29:00.000-07:00

FINALIII i can poossstt!!! my comp has bn givin mie a headache laaa..

well,ive gotten bak my resultss n it is seriousli nt up 2 my expectations..i guess i was too overconfident..tis is wat i get fer studyiin ugh!

fer EOY i failed my chem nn eng but overall i pass ol but im nt sure bout eng yet..pls plsssss let mie pass engg! i cant take being ranked frm de bottom animoreee

soo yest was our 5th anni X) 16.10.07

we're still in good hands fer suree ..so went out 2 tm wit him after skul 2 watch 'my dna says i love you' at golden village..suc a cute storry!! reli enjoyed it muc2..i bought cheesy hotdog!XD soo expensive 1 hotdog fer 2 bux stupid..

i kept burpind so loudly in de theatre hahhha...my bad..

so den went 2 pizza hut n saw shima der wit her bf X)

hmm,we ate ice cream after de pizza nn sumbody got a headache fer eatin too muc cheese..weirddd.-.-

so den we headed bak homee..

so 2day de malay gerls in e4 were oni mi,ayu n iffah...soo bored laa,made rockets n made dem flew..ours was close 2 de target but nt top 3, n our rocket cute okey..my group astronauts,aizah nn ayu X)

so gd ting we dun haf 2 go bak 2 class after de pet rocket nn we were dismissed!went home wt zul n ayu nn some other sec5 guys..stop at afghan 2 accompany ayu wait fer nisaa nn dt gerl cn reli mk a person wait XP

im cuttin my hairrr!

2007-10-08T07:58:00.000-07:00

played with daddy's new cam today.

2007-09-28T08:42:00.000-07:00

geog nn malay paper 2day...hf nth muc 2 say coz i haf no confidence in gettin distinction..jus puttin in ol de tings i noe in de ans..so yeah,wadever wit tat..after skul had photoshoot to represent malay dance..had 2 do a few individual shots nn 3 group shots wit other ccas..

den went home nn slept.. zzZZ..woke up at 530 nn got redi 2 go break fast wit de bebs at hakims' moms' cafeee at loyang point XD
soo got 2 noe i was de ferst 2 reach..nn hafir was der too help out osoo..not bad not baaaadd...got chance one day can own a cafee X)
de tables were oredi reserved fer us aiyunisablifa written der..so cute XD
so de gerls came at around 645 nn we chatted fer awhile..den hakim came wit de lazagnia still in de tray,not cut yet...crazy lar dat guy..ah hakim no chance 2 own his own cafe ^^v

while eatin our foodies,de boys kept cumin in wit more foodd!ferst was chicken pie..den nasi bryani..nn i top up my milo twiceXD generous ppl...shuld cum der often XD
it wasnt de end YET...den came oreo cheesecakeee!nn anoder oreod cheesecakeee!! powwwerr sia my tummy lyk bursting seyh..yup den we chat2 wit de guys nn played wit aimaaann...we tok noooon stop fer 2 hours seyh nn crap lyk shit..lufin lyk hell,it was as if de place belonged to US! but it was reli funn...ienjoyed de daaay XD

!bye lev

2007-09-26T06:04:00.000-07:00

hapi bday iffaahh our BIG mama! X)
so yest was iffah's bday..de gerls bought her her favourite spongebob plushie nn shes in love wit it orediii XD nn i tink i say tis fer de gerls too wen i say YESS IFFAH,YOUR WELCOMEEEE fer the thousand times XD

my face looks horriblee now,as pointed out by hani nn grandmama...haiyaa so tired laa evryday slip 1130 studyin..its okey,jus stress masef out fer 1 more wk nn ol will b oveer b4 i even noe it..
2moro eng paperr...im scareed but i dunwo how 2 study...i KEEP fergetin 2 read aloud fer de past 3 wks wen i oredi wrote it in my schedule...stupid laaa

soo expectin speech 2 cum out..compre im gona do badly as owes...so countin on speech 2 pull mi upp..friday gona breakfast wit my bebs nn sunday gona breakfast wit de tarian gerls nn zul cumin alooonggg X))) so exciteedd...
gd luck 2 ol fer EOY! do ur best aitess!

!bye lev

2007-09-24T06:29:00.000-07:00

okey so now uu guys shuld thank my parents fer makin mi blog noow..im soo damn fucked upp till i had 2 eat sumtin 2 calm mie down..&& i actuali went 2 de extend of eatin tis morning's laok my mom bought which i damn spicy btw,&& im havin chocs in my other hand ryte noww..

i was jus mindin my own business doin maths,malay && art on de dining table..nn jus so freely,bof of my parents were sayin to yaya
mummy "yaya sukeee skali ngan kucing ehs..korang semuer suker kucing..nnti da besa mama gi umah korang mesti ader kucing"
"tapi kan,satu orang jek nyer rumah tkde kucing..kakak yuyul(tats mie-_-)
daddy "asal?"
mummy " psal dier tu pemalas sngt..nnti taik kucing dier tknk bersih..kene ader tempat cuci yg bole tarok battery"
daddy "abang rase battery pon dier malas nk tarok"
~laugh3*!!

aggh!! fuck laaaa!!!! im jush sittin DERR DOIN MY FUCKIN HW NN STUDYIN SUMORE NN OL DEY CULD DO WAS 2 LAUGH AT DE SMAALL little LITTLEEE THINGS I CANNOT DO..ehk hello!how bout my siblings ah?dorang bersala i oso get it..dey make problem den bof of u close one eye...u tink wat sia..i got EOY tis fuckin thursday laa..im busting my ass off 2 make uu guys proud nn ol u culd do is to luf at the tings im unable to do..look at ur qualification ferst la okey! da la tkleh dpt kerje bagos..

kaykay u guys so damn soriee fer havin harsh remarks bout my parents but..its de onli way i culd let it ol out..peace~

.bye lev =S

2007-09-22T02:38:00.000-07:00

FINAL! I CAN BLOG! an annoucement to ol my blog viewers...sooo sorie fer nt updatin fer a looong looong tym...ferstly,it was coz of my stupid comp whcih cant werk...den after dat,it was bcoz im bz nn lazy X)

so de past few days,we had oredi started fasting && ive bn eatin lots! still,i see no increas in weight aiyaaa..hmm,tests hf bn a bummer...i ve bn studyin at school afte curriculum time fer 1 wk straight nn im oredi startin 2 feel lyk my hea's bursting soon..&& i ve bn havin mood swings too fer de past couple of weeks mostly coz of stress in school exams,EOY,parents && other personal stuff..ive oso been havin tots of how selfish these couple of people in ur lives can get..wen i hf 2 wait fer sooo long till i can actuali be hapi wit de person i love..&& btw,my point of view bout love is diff okey...ders no real definition of love so fer some of uu hu doesnt tink ppl at my age can actuali b in love den keep it 2 ursef..

how long muz i endure tis horrible feelin?? i noe dat its fer my own gd 2 nt b in love at tis period of time but i noe wats right nn wrong nn i haf limits..im old enuf 2 tink so i shuld b responsible fer my own decisions now..am i??

im sick n tired of feelin ol tis hatred wen i noe dt its nt gona chng anytin..im jus wastin my time tinkin bout it...

so yest,we had a stress-free break fast wit hani,ali&zul..ferst,went 2 eastpoint nn jus browse aroun de shops der..kinda boring ah de place..de pet safari so cuuutteee! nn i jus fount out my new fear..fishes! eew soo wiggly...so scary!

den we jus hung out at one spot,tok2 den went 2 banquet nn breakfast..it was fun,took pics ol de way!straight afte dat,went 2 whitsands && to take neoprintss!den went 2 mccafe nn had our desserts! yuummyy!finali ive got my oreo cheesecake! mmmm evry1 was lyk steamin wit their delicious desserts!XDDD tnx agaen u guys fer de day...reli enjoyed it!

!bye lev

2007-08-25T07:32:00.000-07:00

HAI! had a great tym 2day!~

so woke up at 9 coz had 2 look afte de twins,get redi fer their ngaji...den nisa called,sed 2 miet at 1230 so den informed zul...sorie 2 wake u up x)

went 2 white sand 2 get eyeliner nn hairband..yep2,waited at de mrt control station at 1220..terserempak wit ayu at 1240 nn she treat mie 2 icecreaaaam tankeww XD

den zul n azmi came jus a few mins afte ayu..den came nisaa..

went 2 penin ferst coz nisa wanted 2 find sumtin fer hisyam..nn u noe wat,she saw tis sports shoe frm outside a glass wall n actuali bang in2 it haha!

den went 2 funan n der was tis hologram ting on de floor wer wen u step on it sumtin wil apen ah nn de children were lyk ol over it..ayu was deprived of childhood nn as a sympathetic fren,i accompanied her 2 playin wit it XD so cutee..shuld haf it at her house,can play evriday!

so off we went 2 esplanade den dxo aroun 2.45 nn der weren't as muc ppl as i expected..n de gig started at 3.30 aiyoo..faris biman ol came shortly den n chilled fer awhilee..aida den came shortly wit hakim..de croud was kinda boring coz evry1 was jus chillin at de seats nn not standin or moshing...wasted seyh,de bands were quite good seyh..

off mie,azmi n zul 2 hani's house fer de weddin ceremony..waited fer a bus fer omos 20 mins nn zul found out dt it onie comes at 7 -_-" aiyaaa! so took mrt,nn kinda got lost abiiitt onie 2 her house...de food damn niceeee!n i lyk de pelamin..too bad i didnt get 2c de bride n groom..

nn now its omos 11! omg! las tym i checked it was omos 10! so fast seyh..

PICS!

2007-08-24T05:51:00.000-07:00

SOOO sorie fer nt bn updatin regularly...been veri bz n lazy XD

so my ca5 marks are soooooo horrible okey.. oni improve my poa,dunwo bout eng yet! so iritatin.. my malay drop soooo muc okey i haf nomore confidence in my malay animore..

MATHS! anoder sad saaad story..

dun wana tok bout it...tchers day performance,anoder rehearsal nx tues..cant wait fer de bitchin 2 start wen ders gona b a misunderstandin between som ppl..loong story, yar..

2moro,gona go 2 dxo gig nn watch de guys perforrmm..heard dt ders gona b mat reps aiyaa so sebok ..cant wait! emo couples nyahahas..dn afte dt gona go 2 hani's house fer de ferst tym nn eat at her mom's wedding! if onli i can go home afte 7 laaaa sheessh!

!bye lev

2007-08-18T23:09:00.000-07:00

hi people..so den thurs, i had 2 go fer de dance rehearsal nn left skul at 1245.. nn shitily,i ferget 2 inform zuariah dt i cant go fer malay dance aiyak she muz b furious!!
it was damn stressin i tell u..i had 2 stand fer damn 9 hours straight barefoot-ed ! && dat stupid ranjeet keeps pissing mie off wit de shutup nn de chibai nn de animals...fuck off laa dt guy.
im lyk oredi slackin in skul..home problemss n now his givn mie a headache..

friday is de big day..oh yar i ferget...on thursday ryte while filming a scene fer art proj..dis stupid malay tcher go n confiscate my fone nn nag to mr ow..wth! more problems nn headache! gd ting he gav mie bak afte dt but monday haf 2 serve detention ah X

so den friday,left skul at 8 & dorang bnyk songeh ah..
2day sux i tell u my parents cant stop screamin at mie fer de tings i didnt do..i feel lyk wanting 2 leave de house seyyh..shitto..kay la i wana go eat

.bye lev

2007-08-13T07:16:00.000-07:00

yest suck big tym laa okey! i had 2 wake up early in de morning fer de whole of these four days holiday nn yest was de mos unworth rizon y i shuld wake up earlyy..
nn had 2 go fer de stupid sajak compt at singp expo..i was kinda de oni one lyk overdress der..tnx 2 zuaria..
nn not jus dat,i forgotten my linesss! i froze on dt damn stage! nn de mick stand fell wen i was bout 2 exit!! fucker laa..c laa dier ask me 2 do tings ol lazz min noeee..
sooo afte dat i sleep coz veri tired...
hmm im starting 2 eat lyk aaaaLOOOT seyh these dayss..
nn i get headache ezilyy too..aiyaa...kay vewi lazy 2 put more tings
wana chat ppl buhbyee

!bye lev